32 Yrs Old Mother of 3 Kids and Breast Fed. Want Ideal Breast Implants - Long Island NY

So I been going through a lot since my implants were put in. Slowly after I started to have bathroom issues. Diarrhea on a regular basis. Thinking it was my food I tried to eat healthier. Still having stomach issues. I went completely dairy free. Still issues then both dairy and gluten free. Still issues I went Vegan and still am and yet still issues. I just felt with it. Then it got to a point water was going right through me. Any food goes through me. I started eating only 1 jar of baby food a day because I started have other symptoms leaving me unable to handle anything put in my body. Here are my symptoms. Multiple fevers in a day, shakes, blurred vision, diarrhea, vomiting, menstrual issues. I feel like I'm not even in my body. I feel like I'm slowly dying and no doctor can help. The doctors I seen hematologist, rheumatologist, endocrinologist, gastroenterologist, I seen a few different of each to get opinions. I am now being sent to a geneticist. Also I ended up in the emergency room a lot. All my test comes back perfect. I had a couple surgeries to see in they can go in and find anything and nothing is found. I just started realizing it could be from my implants even though I don't have a leak. Doctors say no but I'm sure of it now. I started to have some consultations to remove them. I want my life back. I miss spending days with my 3 kids. I'm afraid I might die some days because it gets so bad. Ladies just really do your research before getting implants Breast Implant Illness is a real thing.

So I reached one year just showing some pics so you can see why I'm so unhappy. My left side this car is very red wide and thick also my nipple is shaped weird. I really hate the way things look really hoping I can find another doctor who can give me the size I want and also do something with this left nipple. So I'm still considering going to Miami for my second time. I hate to be so far but it really seems like from reviewing so many doctors all the pictures or what I'm looking for in Miami that's what I like. But I'm still going to go on some consultations here in New York. We will see.

Im coming up on a year, this entire year I have had nothing but regret I hate everything about my implant mostly because I got the lift. I originally wanted high-profile the doctor talked me out of that because she said it my profiles look terrible. I picked my doctor because she sounded like she knew what she was talking about and she made me feel comfortable. I wanted to go bigger originally but she said due to my lift I couldn't go any bigger. Now it's time for me too start looking I want a high profile not sure what size I want but I want bigger than I am. Im 350 cc right now. When I look at these pictures my breasts to look huge. But in person they don't look as good as they look in the picture. Many of my friends and family have wondered why I paided so much money to go so small. Hearing that dont make me feel any better. I live in New York it's very expensive here I'm considering going out of state for the second time. I'm not in a rush to get them done going to do my research and meet with a lot more doctors this time. I want them done by next year at least. I hope I get what I want this time around.