Hello everyone,
Over 6 months ago I have done the bigest mistake of my life. I was healthy, happy, pretty, full of life mum. Im only 36 and now my life is a nightmare.
I went to the Clinic only for a little bit of hyaluronic accid between my brows, my
mistake I never read about it before..
Dermatologist told me she need to block my muscles first with botox. She said it is absolutely safe and I have nothing to worry about. She said after botox wear off I will look like before.
Well ok - i thought and fiew minutes after I was injected in my whole forehead. Yes the WHOLE FOREHEAD.
I thought - thats a bit weird but she is a Doctor, she must know what she's doing.
My life ended that day...
First night post injection I woke up with head exploding, I went to the toilet and saw terrible huge swollen temporal veins on both sides down to my eyes.
In tge morning I have called my injector but she was already away for a week. Next day veins were back to normal and I had only headache for the next fiew days.
4 days post injection I start feeling horrible pulling on my forehead, it became completely flat, I looked like an idiot but I thought - ok then, done, dont like it, never again, only need to wait fiew months...
But then one week after I start feeling pain in my right eye and my hair around face start falling out.
2 weeks after skin on my face , neck, chest and one hand (whole arm) start burning and red rash appear. Doctors tried creams, steroids, tablets, nothing helped.
3 days after rash my whole jaw start hurting badly, right from one ear to another, I was in agony for 3 months every single day. Again nothing helped. The same time (3 weeks post injection) I was very sick, vomiting, diarrhea, extremely dry mouth, sweating like mad, my hands, feet, body wet day and night. I had blurry vission, the right eye double vission. Some days I could not get up from bed.
My heart rate was 130 even in bed.
I was active full of energy preson before and after injection I was barely walking!
I could feel my legs, arms geting weak, pins and needles all over body but I was too stupid trusting my injector that it cant be toxin injection as she was doing it for 12 years. She told me to start looking for some other reason, so I did...
For last 6 months I was going from one specialist to another, some of them did not even know what Dysport is. I have done all possible tests, scans, nothing found.
3 months post injection my jaw pain was gone and I start being happy everything will be coming back to normal... It did not.
The real hell was only starting..
I start loosing weight day by day like someone suck the life out of me.
I start feeling weaker and weaker, weird itching stains appear all over my body in many places, they appear - gone red- itches- then redness gone and white circle stays. Some appear small and some biger, it looks like something coming out of my body, its now everywhere, my whole face, my lips, my eyelids, my nose, even my fingers and toes. Them stains geting tight and have no feeling sensation now almost everywhere. My scalp skin also. My ears too. All I can feel now is very dry, plastic, pulling and itching skin. Im loosing feeling sensation everywhere on my face and body . My eyes sunken in and the right one hurts badly. I am barely walking, have neurologic problems.Muscles are very tight and have lost all fat under my skin on my face, neck, chest, arms. Have tight chest, breathing problems, swallowing problems, asymmetry on my lower face, tight lips on the left side what makes me speak weird and hard. Have no feeling sensation on my tongue and sometimes it gets stiff making me speak faintly. My face muscles feels very tight and then sagging again, my skin look white and dead. It look like there is no circulation in blood vessels. All this is now happening on my body too. My ears feel blocked. My hair, brows, eyelashes fell out.
Every single morning my face look different, swollen and ugly. Then 10 mins later its flat and saggy again. Looks like some damage is done to my blood vessels, sensory nerves, connective tissue, my lymphatic and blood flow is blocked and I have no idea if there is anything that can help it. All doctors I have seen have no idea too .This is so traumatic when you look in the mirror and cant see ur own face. I cry every single day and loosing hope if I will ever recover. Since my injection I have 12 kg muscles and fat loss. My whole body gets stiff and plastic feeling. I have pain in muscles and Im sure it also done some damage to my organs as this toxin spread in blood stream.
My health, face, life is completely ruined and what hurts me the most is that not only mine as I my daughter has only me. I am terrified about my life and no one seem to know how to help in complications like this.
This stuff should be banned for cosmetic use because fiew wrinkles is not worth risking someones life!! But everyone who inject this poison for wrinkles care only about huge money they make and nothing else! And when complications occur they have no idea how to help so they simply lie in our faces that this is not from botox, dysport or any other name of this deadly poison!
I am writing this now with my last energy and stiff fingers to all of you that think about having botulinum toxin treatment THINK TWICE please before you ruin your life !
It might be good effect with no complications but also might go terribly wrong and nobody will help you.
I cry and only pray now every single day for me and my child because thats all I can do. And I cant forgive myself I took the risk before I found Realself , it would safe my life. I also pray for all other people who suffer from this poison. God bless you all.
Over 6 months ago I have done the bigest mistake of my life. I was healthy, happy, pretty, full of life mum. Im only 36 and now my life is a nightmare.
I went to the Clinic only for a little bit of hyaluronic accid between my brows, my
mistake I never read about it before..
Dermatologist told me she need to block my muscles first with botox. She said it is absolutely safe and I have nothing to worry about. She said after botox wear off I will look like before.
Well ok - i thought and fiew minutes after I was injected in my whole forehead. Yes the WHOLE FOREHEAD.
I thought - thats a bit weird but she is a Doctor, she must know what she's doing.
My life ended that day...
First night post injection I woke up with head exploding, I went to the toilet and saw terrible huge swollen temporal veins on both sides down to my eyes.
In tge morning I have called my injector but she was already away for a week. Next day veins were back to normal and I had only headache for the next fiew days.
4 days post injection I start feeling horrible pulling on my forehead, it became completely flat, I looked like an idiot but I thought - ok then, done, dont like it, never again, only need to wait fiew months...
But then one week after I start feeling pain in my right eye and my hair around face start falling out.
2 weeks after skin on my face , neck, chest and one hand (whole arm) start burning and red rash appear. Doctors tried creams, steroids, tablets, nothing helped.
3 days after rash my whole jaw start hurting badly, right from one ear to another, I was in agony for 3 months every single day. Again nothing helped. The same time (3 weeks post injection) I was very sick, vomiting, diarrhea, extremely dry mouth, sweating like mad, my hands, feet, body wet day and night. I had blurry vission, the right eye double vission. Some days I could not get up from bed.
My heart rate was 130 even in bed.
I was active full of energy preson before and after injection I was barely walking!
I could feel my legs, arms geting weak, pins and needles all over body but I was too stupid trusting my injector that it cant be toxin injection as she was doing it for 12 years. She told me to start looking for some other reason, so I did...
For last 6 months I was going from one specialist to another, some of them did not even know what Dysport is. I have done all possible tests, scans, nothing found.
3 months post injection my jaw pain was gone and I start being happy everything will be coming back to normal... It did not.
The real hell was only starting..
I start loosing weight day by day like someone suck the life out of me.
I start feeling weaker and weaker, weird itching stains appear all over my body in many places, they appear - gone red- itches- then redness gone and white circle stays. Some appear small and some biger, it looks like something coming out of my body, its now everywhere, my whole face, my lips, my eyelids, my nose, even my fingers and toes. Them stains geting tight and have no feeling sensation now almost everywhere. My scalp skin also. My ears too. All I can feel now is very dry, plastic, pulling and itching skin. Im loosing feeling sensation everywhere on my face and body . My eyes sunken in and the right one hurts badly. I am barely walking, have neurologic problems.Muscles are very tight and have lost all fat under my skin on my face, neck, chest, arms. Have tight chest, breathing problems, swallowing problems, asymmetry on my lower face, tight lips on the left side what makes me speak weird and hard. Have no feeling sensation on my tongue and sometimes it gets stiff making me speak faintly. My face muscles feels very tight and then sagging again, my skin look white and dead. It look like there is no circulation in blood vessels. All this is now happening on my body too. My ears feel blocked. My hair, brows, eyelashes fell out.
Every single morning my face look different, swollen and ugly. Then 10 mins later its flat and saggy again. Looks like some damage is done to my blood vessels, sensory nerves, connective tissue, my lymphatic and blood flow is blocked and I have no idea if there is anything that can help it. All doctors I have seen have no idea too .This is so traumatic when you look in the mirror and cant see ur own face. I cry every single day and loosing hope if I will ever recover. Since my injection I have 12 kg muscles and fat loss. My whole body gets stiff and plastic feeling. I have pain in muscles and Im sure it also done some damage to my organs as this toxin spread in blood stream.
My health, face, life is completely ruined and what hurts me the most is that not only mine as I my daughter has only me. I am terrified about my life and no one seem to know how to help in complications like this.
This stuff should be banned for cosmetic use because fiew wrinkles is not worth risking someones life!! But everyone who inject this poison for wrinkles care only about huge money they make and nothing else! And when complications occur they have no idea how to help so they simply lie in our faces that this is not from botox, dysport or any other name of this deadly poison!
I am writing this now with my last energy and stiff fingers to all of you that think about having botulinum toxin treatment THINK TWICE please before you ruin your life !
It might be good effect with no complications but also might go terribly wrong and nobody will help you.
I cry and only pray now every single day for me and my child because thats all I can do. And I cant forgive myself I took the risk before I found Realself , it would safe my life. I also pray for all other people who suffer from this poison. God bless you all.
