BA 3 Weeks Ago but Already Want an Explant

I actually really liked my boobs before but wanted...

I actually really liked my boobs before but wanted them fuller.Had my BA 3 weeks ago and my surgeon done an amazing job but from day 1 I knew i want them out.its just not me,doesn't feel good in my body and in my case it was a huge mistake.any of you ladies felt of feels the same?im 31, 5'9, 330cc tear drops under muscle

Explant booked!!

Omg I feel such a relief ! I've spoken to my doctor who is amazing I must say and he assures me that I'm not crazy feeling like this,that it does happen to some ladies that they just don't tolerate it in their body even though they're happy with the way new boobs look. I've explain that all my girls who had it done are so happy from the day one and they well confident after and I'm the total opposite, I feel down everyday since the surgery and I don't even want to touch them or look at them, and I don't know why and I REALLY don't want to feel this way:/ I was soooo much better before.he reassured me that it CAN happen to some girls, not to panic, I just don't tolerate it and he will remove it for me in January.

Explant booked!!

It's all booked ! I can't explain how excited I am! 9 of January come quick please..,
So I'm flying that morning and have the procedure done straight away after I arrive. Have to stay total 3 nights in Poland (one in the clinic 2 in the hotel)
I feel like I'm having out of body experience.... like I'm not me...it's so bizarre

3 weeks to go

So it's 3 more weeks left until my explant surgery on the 2nd of January....
I still feel the same even though my chest looks amazing! It's not easy because all my girlfriends are telling me that it is an amazing chest and looks so natural and maybe I should wait half year to learn that I may actually like it....
The thing if it's not about liking them it's about the way I feel and the way they feel inside me! I wish I could pop the pill and change the way I feel but it's not possible! Why? I don't know and i just want them out...
It's sad that I've been saving up like more than a year for the BA surgery ..
And the pain that comes with it to find out it's not for me...
But new year new me new resolutions;) staying positive

Still in pain

It's a week and a half left to my explant and I am counting days! Another thing that's bothering me (apart of the fact that I just can't accept my implants) is that I'm still in pain.... especially when I wake up and get out of bed , I need to sit for a bit then I can move. And later during the day my left boob is just painful. It's been nearly 2 months and non of my girlfriends who had BA had that issue.hmmmm.....

1st day after the explant ;)

It's all done ladies!!!!!! And I couldn't be happier! My boobs are mine again and so soft! It's actually strange because they bounced right back, so in a week it's gonna get even better. I have no pain at all apart from the insizions.I am so happy but a little sad at the same time that I couldn't accept my implants because they did look awesome. My doctor is not only an amazing at what he does he is also an amazing person. Never made me feel bad just was making sure this is what I wanted.
I have to take good care of my scars now.
I have the silicon gel and silicon scar sheets;) will start using them in about 2 weeks
Adam

Really amazing doctor Adam Kalecinski! Very professional and friendly

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