31yrs Old, 2 Kids, 29 1/2 ribcage 34A Wanting to Get a 34c/small D. Phoenix, AZ

It's 4:30 am and we're on our way to my appointment since it's about 1hr 1/2 away. Must be there by 6am and surgery is set for 7am. For these last couple days I've had mixed feelings, different emotion... Should I actually get them, should I not, why am I doing this, etc. I know I've wanted this for 15 yrs and luckily my husbands knows that too because he keeps reminding me that this is what I want and if I don't then I'll keep disliking my small size. I know he's right, it's just nerves setting in because it's so close.

I slept fine last night, but had a lot of dreams, not boob related. LOl.
Although, In the past past I had three dreams I had gotten them done and as soon as I was going to see them I ended up waking up lol. It's a weird feeling knowing that I won't be using couplets anymore!!! I was going to out them on this morning, but then realized I was on my way to fix that, so I am happily not wearing them :)

Best wishes to anyone getting them also done today!!!

So it's 4 days until my surgery and I had my pre op today. I thought I would have a clearer view of what size I was going to get, but instead I ended up more confused than before... now considering anatomical and a larger size!!!!

My surgeon has more options since my consultation which was a year ago. Before he though 350's were good, but now agreed with me that 400's were better. (I must admit I did gain weight more recently...at that time I was going through a very stressful time)

But he's also considering 435-450!!!! He has pics of what I would like and knows, lrg C - small D. He also mentioned he's doing a lot more anatomicals and that he loveees the results. He says better than round. He suggested if I do sientras round to go up to 385 or if I do the anatomicals that he could possibly do 400 434 450!!! I'm soooo confused and now kinda stressed out because I haven't really looked into anatomicals and feel I have so little time to research it ????

I really wanted to be in the 400's with round, but he says anything over 385 would have a very rounded top ????
I wish I could see how they all would turn out.... What to doooo?!?! And not to mention anatomicals are an additional $300... booo... since I hadn't budgeted for that and must pay in two days if I choose to do those! Ugh!!!! I don't want them to look horrible over $300, but just wish I had more time to research! Feeling stressed! I do want them more natural. I do like the side to be med profile and if don't like completely sloped down... though he said they aren't completely.

Ok well off to research and we'll see what I can figure out. Better luck to you all ????

Only six more days until my BA!!! I spoke to my doctor's office and they have me set to arrive on Oct 6th at 6am and surgery at 7:30am. Sooo excited!!! It's so early I won't even have time to think about it ... maybe. Lol.
I was debating about going either 385 or 410 sientra (doc suggested 350) but I may just do the 385... hopefully it fits!!! Can't wait. Tomorrow I have my pre op. Hopefully I'll have a clearer idea after. For now here are some more pics.