No more waiting! :)

Let me first start by saying that I am 24 years old, 5' 2", 120 pounds and I don't have any children. I am currently a 34 A, or 32 B depending on the bra. I have always been insecure with my breast size and I also have a hard time finding clothing that fits. Because of this, all of my bras are push-up bras and all of my swimming suits are padded. For the longest time, it was really hard for me to be comfortable with my boyfriend (if you catch my drift..) I have wanted a breast augmentation ever since I can remember. Within the past year, I have graduated from grad school and started my career, so I now feel that I am ready for this life changing endeavor (financially and mentally). Back in February I had my first consultation with my surgeon. A week later, I went in for my second consultation and measurements. I decided to go with silicone implants, placed under the muscle. I told my surgeon I desired a full B or small C and with my measurements, he said that 350 cc was the maximum he would recommend of putting in me. And because of my narrow chest, he recommended a high profile shape. I believe that the style we ended up choosing was Natrelle Style 20 350 cc. Two days ago I went back in for my history and physical appointment in which I was given all of the directions for the day of surgery, anesthesia information, recovery etc. My surgery is scheduled for April 4th! I am so excited and anxious, but also a little nervous because I have never had any type of surgery before. I am worried about the pain/discomfort post-op and how my new additions are going to turn out..

I am 10 days away from my big day and I am definitely having some freak-out moments.. especially when I'm trying to fall asleep at night. I am also starting to feel guilty sometimes about the amount of money I'm spending on what some may think is a superficial thing.. I just want to be "normal" and be able to fit into clothes made for women, not kids. My biggest fear right now is that I'm going too big. I know that most women usually have the "wish I'd gone bigger" mentality after surgery and I'm afraid mine is going to be the opposite. My nurse at my last appointment reassured me that 350 cc is not going to be too big and that it will look very proportionate with my body. I wish my surgery was tomorrow so I can get this anxiety over with! I just want to be out of surgery and begin the healing process. Also, I am having surgery on a Wednesday and scheduled to return to work that following Monday.. what do you all think? Is that do-able? My surgeon said I should be okay but I work in open heart surgery and am worried that I will be pushing it.. ??

Oh my gosh, I am so excited! TWO DAYS until my BA! My surgery time is at 8 am on Wednesday. I'm so glad to be his first patient of the day. My mom will be here tomorrow night to stay with me and take me to my surgery and then stay with me after. I know that once she gets here I will be even more excited. I don't feel nervous at all right now, just excited. Hopefully I stay calm on Wednesday too!