Hi Girls, Thought i knew is what i totally wanted and i would be happy with the new look . the PS said to me " you will love them" - Not . i had them put in june of 2012 , when it was done i didn't feel too bad it's gotta be the pain pills. he told me he did put a little more in there and i trusted his judgement , i knew they were swollen and in time they will settle , but i just didn't like them ,i wasn't really even interested in looked at them. i just wasn't happy , then i was so scared to even think about what have i done , why did i do it but i did.
After about 5 weeks i think they started to feel heavy on me , i am 5' feet and weight around 110.i was so scared and depressed and wanted them out and call the PS , he was so surprised that i wanted them out i told him it's me not his Job, guess he just so... well surprised that how can i not like what he did he wanted me to wait for 1 month promised they will get settle and look more natural he even told me i will get more attention from men and if i get tips from my job i will have more tips, i did not like that commend and felt grossed with him maybe he thought he was funny,but i begged him that i have make mine decision, he gave me a date to have this- he said that will take him about 10,15 minutes to take them out but the date they gave me was abut 2 month i had to wait , i was even more depressed , i thought if its a 10 or 15 minutes why do i have to wait this long......and it would be a local not under general .i was so disappointed by his manner and where's the compassion that i thought i might get from them... so few days later i called another PS , got in , she happened to have time with in 10 days so i made the appt, and she said she will have to do it under general i was happy to have to not wait til Sep and have them out in 10 days she is a well respect and 30 plus experienced Dr , the other one is too but...he couldn't help me . then i started to look on line for in formations about the explant , i found a few sites that was so encouraging and helpful. i am thankful i didn't have to wait and had a better Dr. to do the explant .
i am 16 days as up today after mine explant , i am still a little depressed from the whole thing but am trying to move forward my family's helpful and supportive , i look at this site for encouragement and i have always like the way i looked but more isn't always a good thing.i just love my small ones so much more and hope to heal well and all us girls too , still get a little depressed here and there hope that will pass soon. wearing thin support bras but do feel the pressure from it hope thats a good enough support ?? xox