An Honest Doctor - Consultation to Tummy Tuck with Lipo

After being botched from a non-evasive procedure, I needed the opinion of a plastic surgeon and I visited the Britar Institute in Manassas to get my question and concerns answered.
This doctor was given the opportunity to just take money and go about his business but stood his grounds on his reccomendations given to me and saw me twice for a consultation. He went out of his way to provide a detailed quote that helped change the outcome of my claims parameters.
Because of him I am not getting a generic solution to a terrible problem (PAH) but will be getting one catered to my own personal issues and for that I am truly grateful.
I cannot wait to work with him to make my self normal again

Dear Realself Diary...and Readers ;)
I'm so excited my Pre-op, Surgery and Post Op appointments have all been set. My coordinator Jiramy has been wonderful, after everything I have been through. Communication during this process has been so important to me and she has been there every step of the way. I pray the open level of communication remain throughout this part of my journey

IM SOOOOO EXCITED I FOUGHT FOR THIS (remember that future me, when looking back on this!)

It is in January so you won't be bugging you guys with updates, but I'm on Realself way too much keeping up to date with current and past journeys. I'm even looking up botched surgeries after getting PAH I need to know all variations and possible out comes. Research and Prayers are all i have right now!

I cannot wait for my surgery date to get here but at the same time I can lol. I am slowly getting supplies and post surgery outfit; as in Large, non form fitting comfy items that I'm not allowed to use until then. Sx gifts to myself lol. Mentally I feel better every day, I have started to dress for my new body type and feel less like it's a parasite sucking the life out of me. I can and probably have admitted but I was definitely depressed over the whole ordeal ( If you haven't read my previous review: There is nothing cool about coolsculpting) you wont understand but if you have a better understanding of what it took to get to this point.

Im not expecting much to change just the huge mass to go. Im still expecting to be a size * because of my frame (I just wont have to stuff my belly in my pants *giggles), not expecting weight loss but for my true physique to show because I am a gym and running machine and that's what made me notice something was wrong.

I find it really hard to focus these day because I am a goal and challenge oriented person. I find it hard to stay on task because I have this one thing I NEED to get out of the way. I also think the PAH is making me sick! My body constantly feels drained and I was told it the mass/PAH area has gotten bigger. It hurts to walk, im always dizzy and im prediabetic -- Which can happen from being over weight. Which im not, I just have a huge pooooch of thick fibrous fat on my stomach that cannot be worked off.

I wonder how many other people have PAH and how they are doing, I feel for them more so than I felt for myself!

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