Went from Natural DD's to Flat B's :-(

Well after 6 months of reading the posts on this website and scouring the internet I have decided to start my official review post. A little about me, I'm 5'8", 130lbs with body measurements of 37-25-32. What used to be a sexy hourglass shape with my natural boobies has no become an unflattering pear shape. The closer I get to my 30th birthday, the more obsessed I am with working out and I absolutely LOVE the rest of my body now....but the chest area is lacking after all my toning and work outs.

Now to the good stuff. I decided on a BA last December and am making myself wait one year (okay so I cheated and moved it up a couple months) with a surgery date of October 15th. This way I am 100% sure about going through with the surgery, my sizes and my surgeon. No last minute regrets for this chica. The plan right now is ~450 left and ~475 right, gummy bear silicone, inframammary incision, subglandular. I was deadest on submuscular with the first surgeon I went to, but I felt like just another patient on an assembly line there.

When I went to my second appointment I was really impressed with the level of patient care! The doctor came in and took tons of chest measurements (which the first doctor didn’t even do) then the nurse spent a good 3 hours with me just playing with sizers. She seemed to be having as much fun as I was! Both of them agreed that since I had so much extra breast tissue, subglandular would look the most natural and prevent me from getting something called the “double bubble”. Anyone familiar with this??? I’m nervous about this type of placement but a little excited to possibly have a faster and less painful recovery time.

So now I’m playing the waiting game. I’m 4 months from my surgery date as of yesterday and it feels like an eternity. I have a nice long list of everything I’ll need and I’m spending my days browsing the internet for more information. I’m worried that I won’t be able to take enough time off work to heal since right now I have a semi-physical job. I’m taking a week and a half off but I can take 2 weeks, the problem is that will raise suspicion. Oh, and I’m not telling a soul about my new boobies. My boyfriend and one other friend who just had hers done are the only people who know.

My family and friends are super conservative and when I tried to ease into the conversation with them about it last year they all freaked out. So I’ve spent the last year wearing gradually more and more padded bras. I’m up to two bras plus padding stuffers now. Every. Single. Day. I hate it so much. But they all knew me when I had natural perky-big boobs and they think I still have them. Things would be so much easier if I didn’t have to hide the new girls but at least the bf is on board. He says he loves me the way I am (I think because he knows he has to say that haha) but that he is supportive no matter what. Can’t wait to finally fill out my clothes and bikinis again.

I have an appointment this Friday to make sure I’m still in love with the size I picked and to ask a million other questions. I’ll try to post some before pics tonight, maybe do a few before/after with a couple bikini tops. Any surgery sisters out there? The next four months can’t go quickly enough!

Finally took some before pics this morning with what used to be one of my favorite bikinis. You can really tell that my left and right are not the same size. I'm totally in love with Kate Upton's look....hers are full and fit her frame without being fake looking.

I still can't decide between moderate plus or high profile. I definitely want that perky look with and without a bra, but I don't want to look like I'm smuggling cantaloupes.

Had my second appointment a few days ago and made some changes to my plan….. I’m going to go with 500cc’s in the left and 550cc’s in the right and switched to high profile instead of mod plus. I’m still sticking with overs and I’m more convinced than ever that they’re right for me. Hope I don’t end up increasing my cc’s every time I have an appointment.

3 and 1/2 months to go!!!

-The pics are with the sizers; I’m hoping for a really natural look with my curvy shape but still have some great cleavage when I want to play the girls up. Think I’ll make some rice sizers to wear around at home/work.