Rupture & Explant

Almost positive my left implant is slowly leaking. Having a really hard time finding a dr to deflate the other one in office and/or preform an explant under local. I have called 5 or 6 different offices today and am lost at where to go. Feeling very frustrated. Anyone use an OKC dr for removal? ????

Ok so I figured I should explain more what's going on with my boobs. Was a 32A before BA and got 330cc filled to 360cc saline above muscle (even though I wanted smaller ones below muscle). Ended up being a D and noticed ripples as post-op swelling went down. Explained to dr I wasn't happy and he said he didn't see what I was talking about. Second time I complained he said all he could do was remove and replace with silicone. I have also spent years with a little capsular contracture. My right implant shifted and my left has always been high and tight with a palpable knuckle/fold up by my armpit. Contemplated complete removal without replacement about 3 years ago and previous dr still wouldn't do it. Said I would only be happy with silicone. Decided to consult with other drs but then got pregnant so put things on hold. Had baby and then got pregnant again. Then moved to Oklahoma not long after last baby was born. So now here I am, going on 9 years after BA and have been unhappy for almost the entire time but have learned to live with all the asymmetry and flaws. As I am getting undressed to take a shower the other night I noticed something was different. I take a closer look and realized my left boob is no longer high and tight anymore and I can't feel the knuckle anymore. It's always been bigger than the right and now it's smaller. I immediately figured I have a leak. Start calling around and get an appt to see Dr Jones. I assumed by now it would be completely flat but it's not, so now I am wondering what's going on. I am so nervous about my consult in the morning. My plan was to have the other one deflated to match and have them both removed under local and then in a year or so see if I need a lift. However now I kinda feel stupid going in because I told them over the phone it was deflating (because it drastically changed in like 2 days) and now it hasn't went down anymore at all. Ugh. So many emotions. I'm so nervous and it's only the consult!

So excited to find a dr that listens, understands, and is not all about the money. He will simply take them out with local and said I would be ok to take care of my babies the same day. I'm so excited! After I get reimbursed by my implant manufacturer for my warranty I will only be $300 out of pocket. They're supposed to call me and let me know when they can get me in (they're really busy because of Spring break coming up). I'm so nervous and anxious but most of all excited. Wish I would've done this years ago. Cannot wait to be free of these things. I'm such a different person than I was at 20 so I hope I don't get depressed when they're gone. Praying for lots of retracting and fluffing. Trying to stay positive but not get my hopes up. He said I may benefit from a lift in a few months. I'm going to at least give them a year to heal. Can't wait to get this over with!