I am 32 years old, married - 6 weeks post op - Ohio, OH

I am 32 years old, married, and I have a 6 and 3 year old boy who I nursed. I am very active and have finally lost my "baby" weight and then some. My chest seemed to have suffered the most. I currently weigh about 130. I used to be a 34, 36 B, a C when I was pregnant, and now an A if I'm lucky. I'm at a point in my life where I finally feel good about the way I look and have worked very hard to get this way with a healthy lifestyle and the only thing that I wan't to improve is my chest. Since I've lost the weight, my bra that just fit me last summer, rides up constantly, tops don't fit right, and I just plain out feel like a boy when I wear my sports bra to go work out. This is something that I've always thought about doing, but the thought of surgery has always made it just a dream. I have the worst anxiety when it comes to needles, and hospitals, etc. I really don't know how I even had children! But, I figure, if I can have children and all these other women are doing it, then it can't be that bad right? I have a doctor picked out who is board certified, know a few women who have been to him, his work looks great, husband and I both met with him for consultation and both are comfortable with him. I am going to go with Saline under the muscle. Not sure what size yet. I love to work out, cardio and weights, so I don't want to go too big where they get in the way, but I want them to be big enough that I'm happy with them. Thinking a full C... I will post pics soon and keep updating on how all this is playing out emotionally etc. (It really helped when I read other people's post while trying to make this decision and even still.)

So earlier, I had stated I wanted to do Saline. I chose this because it seems safer, I know when it has leaked etc, and I don't have to get a mammogram every few years to make sure it hasn't busted. But...as I read everyones posts, it seems as though most people are getting the silicone. Any thoughts of silicone vs saline?

82 more days!! lol. I wish I could do this sooner because it seems so far away! A friend of mine is actually going Friday to get a breast reduction! Ha...go figure. Anyway, I took some pictures with an old bikini I had back in the day and I almost cried! It's crazy how much flatter I have become! I've really been working hard at leaning out and building muscle. I felt like a boy, which only reassured me that much more that I am doing the right thing. Everybody I have told has been very supportive. I thought about keeping it a secret, but that's just too hard. lol. People will probably notice anyway. I tried to post pics on here, but it wouldn't let me. I will continue to try. :)