45 Years Young 2 Kids 2 Almost 3 Divorces TT, BL & Reduction and Lipo - Belgium

Hi, sorry I have taken my time posting. Internet sux here. I'm standing on the pier to receive. I went for a swim in the ocean yesterday and it was cooling and healing. I almost felt normal. My sutures are a bit aggravated from the dissolvable stitches which my body tries to expel and so they are inflamed an getting [RS bleep]. I have cut the worst ones and pulled the stitches out and what a relief I tell you. I use my heated and fooled rocks on my sutures and on the swollen bits and this kills infection and acts as a cardiovascular pump to pump away swelling. So far the swelling is down by 70% on my body but my [RS bleep] are still huge and refuse to shrink. I'm consented as I am bigger than what I started as and I went in to get smaller and lifted. The breast shape is great and I can't complain about that but the size is not what I want. But it's only been a week and early days yet. But on the other hand if you see the progress I am making everywhere else with the therapy practice I apply it is concerning that they still are so big. I'm going to call the surgeon tomorrow. In the meantime I keep applying colloidal silver, massaging, lymph pumping and using thermo and cryotherapy. If they don't go down I will request smaller implants and a breast revision.

It's hot. I'm grouchy. I want to be fit and well and fast forward 6 weeks. I miss running, playing table tennis and swimming. I miss wrestling with my boyfriend and generally rough housing it with him.
I try to contain myself and not look too much in the mirror and have faith everything will anchor into place where it should be and the swelling will go.
My boobs are a little better but still big. I'm terrified of them. I handle them with kid gloves. When I shower I'm terrified my nipples will fall off. They won't off course. But they look something like out of a Frankenstein movie.
I walked to the market today. My boyfriend pushed the wheelchair just In case I needed to stop and rest. I managed to walk there and shop without getting jostled once. I admit it was a bit scary at one point with so many Syrian ladies all around me vying for veges all at once and I thought I got to get away from here. The last thing I want is to get elbowed in the boob. I made it out in one piece and managed to walk back to the boat without needing the wheelchair. When I got back I was starving. I felt like I'd done 2 hours at the gym. I lay down forge rest of the afternoon and napped and watched a movie.