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Finally Correcting a Silly Teenage Decision - Oakland, CA

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When I was 18 I had a verbally abusive boyfriend...

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NaturalKat
WORTH IT$3,000

When I was 18 I had a verbally abusive boyfriend who was always checking out women who had my exact body type except with larger breasts. He was never that "into" me, and he would never admit that my little breasts (36B at the time) were the only things that were not "his type."

Being a stubborn 18, I was determined to prove a point and show him that I could be as beautiful as the women he lusted after. $3,000 later, I had huge breasts. I asked the doctor to make me a C cup. I would say that I regretted the operation instantly. They were so swollen and weird looking to me. I got used to my new chest (saline, under the muscle, 300cc on the right and 320 cc on the left) when everything settled down, but I never really loved my new breasts. I'm very active, so they were always in the way. When I was measured professionally for the first time a few years ago, I discovered that I was a 34D and had been mashing myself into too small bras all this time. I hated not being able to cuddle people the same, hugging felt inhibited.

The surgeon I went to lied about potential complications with lactation, which depressed me horribly when I had surrogate children for friends and had to supplement the babies with formula. I have had chronic shoulder and neck pain that has become worse over the 17 years I have had these things in. I also had a blood clot form in my right subclavian vein due to a severe form of thoracic outlet syndrome which is aggravated by breast implants (awesome!). Now I am getting ready to adopt girls and more than ever I wanted to return to my former natural beauty, even if they are tiny and shriveled from this whole stretching experience.

I don't want to send a message to my future children that they need to change themselves to be beautiful. My husband has been wonderfully supportive through the whole process. I spoke to a few different doctors in my area and decided not to go with a lift - just straight removal. So the operation was today! I was out of the clinic just 3 hours after checking in. I have not had any pain pills at all yet and I'm feeling remarkably good. My breasts look like sad little wilted flowers at the moment. Though a bit self-conscious at present, I am not feeling any regret! I will post pictures once someone gets home to take some photos for me. I will update the photos during the healing process too as well as how I am feeling because I had really wanted to see more progress shots of others as they went through the healing process. I have loved this site and everyone's stories. I wish women could come together more often like this and encourage each other to see the intrinsic beauty we each hold. Yay women! You are all so brave and wonderful for doing what feels right to you.

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Joseph N. Togba, MD (retired)

Joseph N. Togba, MD (retired)

Board Certified Plastic Surgeon

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April 12, 2013
Congratulations, you look beautiful! Don't worry about that concavity, it will fill in over time. I am wondering if we have the same ex boyfriend?! lol. I'm veggie, too! Cheers to natural boobies! :-)
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April 12, 2013
Yeah - I dated that guy too, what a [RS bleep] douche he was ;) well, live and learn.
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April 12, 2013
He gets around, eh? Jokes on him, I found the most amazing, supportive partner in the world, and the former boyfriend ended up somewhat miserable in life.
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April 12, 2013

Hi Kat ( That's my sister's name) I had mine removed yesterday. No lift no replacements. I really like your story and the responses are great too! Strange how we all dated that guy, and yes, isn't it wonderful that us women are coming together for support. I look forward to learning about your progress and success. I too had very little pain. The actual procedure took 1 hour and I was awake under local. Staff was great and I feel just fine. I am so happy I did this. best of luck to you! Cynthia

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April 12, 2013
Yep, I agree, joke's on him. I have a great partner, too. I don't know if the ex is miserable, but he did become bald and chubby. ;-)
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April 13, 2013
Aren't you all blessed to have that slug Out of your life. You all are so much more deserving of a guy who respects you and lets you know you are the apple of his eye. You are all beautiful on the inside and it shows on the outside.
April 12, 2013
Your naturals look great! I feel you on regretting boobs :-/
April 12, 2013
Just looked at your photos, ss458. You look great without implants!
April 12, 2013
You look beautiful, naturalkat! Congrats on your decision and may your recovery go smoothly!
April 13, 2013
Yoou look FANTASTIC!!!! give it some time and you will love the freedom being implant free gives you. Warm healing hugs
April 13, 2013
Wow you look really good so soon! It's only been a couple of days, most of us see improvement for months! Congrats to you, awesome decision as a future momma =)
UPDATED FROM NaturalKat

April 12th (1 day post-op): I spent a good part...

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April 12th (1 day post-op): I spent a good part of the day crying. I did not want to feel sad about this, they're just breasts. In the grand scheme of the world and all of the pains and injustices, my chest matters really very little. However, I felt painfully deflated through the morning. The emotions, the emptiness, reminded me a bit of the emptiness I felt immediately after giving birth. It is all just so quick, and drastic - the change from fullness to flat. I had the genius idea to go bra shopping. Note to anyone considering this post-op: DON'T! They do not make a bra that works well with the whole concave rib cage, immediately post-surgery saggy skin thing. It was so comically bad that I let out some good tears, got back on this website for a little online moral support, then started getting ideas for my dream tattoo of a large cherry tree covering a good bit of my torso. I was so happy and inspired after a short time of doing this that I was feeling a new power and joy in my decision to explant. Last night was great, spent with family and friends. My husband says I look like ME for the first time since he's met me (he has only known me with the implants in). We are able to be together now without these strange objects between us.

April 13 (2 days post-op): I felt amazing all day. I have had no real pain following the procedure. I haven't had to use any pain medication. I've been taking arnica for the bruising at the surgical sites. Even those areas are not overly painful. I went on a lovely hike today. It was fabulous being able to wear a tiny sports bra and not have anything in my way as I spent the day playing with nature. I'm not getting death glares from passing women any longer (they never did like the big breasts), and men are still checking me out (much to my surprise). Today I knew I would never regret this decision! I feel like me again.

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April 13, 2013
Good for you.. You look great.. I had a guy like that as well. Glad to free of that baggage as well. Happy Healing...
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April 13, 2013
You look fabulous and your natural breasts are much much nicer..Actually now it is more fashionable too to have smaller breasts too!!! You did great..and can't wait to see more pics as they 'fluff out' Huggzz xx
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April 14, 2013
Wow! You look great and so slim and slender! Congrats getting to the other side! Happy fluffing!
April 14, 2013
Thank you for sharing your story. I have a consultation for explant surgery on Wednesday. I've been reading about women who have gotten depressed afterwards, and I'm a little worried. I'm happy you're feeling better. Your words are inspiring. & you look so beautiful without them!
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April 16, 2013
Good luck on your consultation! I think a small bout of sadness during and after a major life transition is normal. I found that being out in nature and surrounded by friends was a lot more helpful for a positive mental state than being alone in my funny little apartment. :)
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April 14, 2013
You look amazing!!!! :-)
UPDATED FROM NaturalKat

One week in now, and my body feels great. I have...

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One week in now, and my body feels great. I have residual bruising, particularly under the right arm where it was worse to begin with. I am finding clothing, both in my closet and stores, which looks great with my new, more athletic build. I have not been sad once since that first day, and I am so happy that my body is all me again. Not much change in how they look for the time being (pics posted). I'll post again in a month and then a year after so people can see how they change over time, as that is what I was most worried and curious about leading up to the procedure! :)

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April 22, 2013
Wow, you look wonderful. I wish I could have had my out the way they went in, then I wouldn't have scars under my breasts and under my arms. I would have dealt with a general for that. Oh, well, too late now.
April 22, 2013
Hi!! Real men love women with small breasts!! I know, my husband met me pre-implant and he never complained. It was me, being a 32A in South America in the 80s, everybody made fun of my flat chest. Fool me!! Thank you for your words of wisdom.
April 22, 2013
You can't even see scars...just the fading bruising! I'll be small like you, but that's fine, and after a couple of months they fill out a bit, I've heard....re: the sadness, don't forget, anesthesia does that to you, too....sounds as if you're feeling better every day!! Will be interested in your progress, up to a year, as you said. Good luck!
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April 24, 2013
You'll love the natural feeling, particularly after so many years. I've been enjoying soft cotton sports bras over the traditional strap and firm cup shape bras. The soft, wide variety seem to support and fit the explanted chest better. Good luck with your procedure.
April 24, 2013
You're right, I love sports bras! Can't wait, and thank you!
May 11, 2013
Have you had any improvement on the skin retraction? I am thinking about removing my implants in 2 months or so, and I have had them for 4 years. Mine are slightly bigger than yours (340cc) and am really worried about how my breasts would look like afterwards. Like you, I decide not to have a lift. Did you leave your scar capsules in?
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June 3, 2013
The skin is definitely saggy right after, the first few days/week are the worst part. It is a lot like going through pregnancy/birth. The skin does tighten up noticeably. I'm at a month now and there is considerably less "sag" already. I would recommend the sooner the better! Skin will retract better when it has been stretched for a shorter time (mine were in for 17 years!) and when your body is younger. I have also been using a lot of lotion after showers on and around my breasts and the scar areas to keep the skin moist as it heals. I love having my own body back. :) Good luck with your decision.
June 3, 2013
I decided to go with an explant. However I couldn't figure out what type of anesthesia to use. You can see my pictures from my review. My breasts don't look very good since they're way to large and wide for my frame :(