30 yr old. 5'9" 142 lbs. 325cc Silicone. New York, NY

So my surgery is Friday! Ahh waited over a decade for this moment and a little nervous. I can't decide between 300, 325, or 350 cc silicone. I'm going with the "gummy bear" implants Bc of the natural feel to them. They are lighter and work better with small chested woman like myself. But I want to look very natural. I am a 34a and want a nice c cup bra. I don't want to look pornstar huge but want a nice size chest. Anyone have any advice on the size? Also any suggestions what I should do the day before or what to get to be prepared. Can't wait to start this new journey. Finally going to feel like a woman.

So today's the day! Too many emotions to think about this. I decided that I willbgoneith the flow and let my doc choose the size. I am leaning towards the 325 although I asked her to pull 300 cc just in case. Enough of this research and enough stressing out over the size. My surgery isn't until 5pm which stinks so bad. Can't eat or drink all day :( . Decided to work from home half day to not think about the surgery. Keeping my fingers crossed for today.

Surprisingly I feel great! I got home last night almost 11pm and took some pain meds and Valium and passed right out. Slept until 2am, my Bf helped me up to use the br and I fell back asleep (took another pain pill). Woke up at 7am and don't feel pain at all. Just a little sore and very very tight. Haven't taken and meds yet, waiting until my bf makes me some breakfast but he's still sleeping. (I think he's more exhausted than I am haha) Other than that I can actually lift myself using my ab muscles and can sit up and lay down with no problem. My biggest issue right now is I can't get Netflix to work. Grr. I also woke up with a sore throat. Hope I'm not getting sick. Anyway I will post some pics later on in the day. Since my surgery was so late I don't want to take the surgical bra off just yet. But so far I'm sooo happy with them. I ended up with the 325 cc silicone mentor moderate plus. (Kind of being boob greedy and wished I had done 350. But well see once they drop) :) natural look... Check!