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30 Years Old, Above Muscle Silicone Implants Since 2005 - Norway
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Hi ladies! I thought Id share my story here as Im...
HithaerelMarch 11, 2016
WORTH IT$3,000
Hi ladies! I thought Id share my story here as Im having my breast implants removed in a few weeks.
Me: 30 years old, no kids. Got silicone implants above the muscle when I was 19.
Why I got them: As a teenager I was very conscious about my breasts, and as they never grew beyond a small a-cup I decided early on that I wanted a boob job. I cant actually remember how they felt or looked like before the surgery, Ive spent all my adult life having fake boobs! Its a funny feeling, I have no idea what to expect...
Issues with them: Up until now Ive never actually considered taking them out. Ive not paid much attention to them in general really (now that they are going I feel that I should have appreciated them more, lol).
Looking back however I see several little issues; ever since the surgery my nipples have been very sensitive and prone to going stiff/hard randomly, meaning always having to wear a bra with enough padding to prevent the nipples poking out. And then there are the common issues with lower back pain, and with lying on my stomach or even on my side, as well as running/exercising.
Besides, wearing anything low cut or tight fitting feels vulgar and attracts unwelcome attention.. having a big cleavage wasnt as fun as I thought it would be!
Theres also an odd feeling of never being comfortable, both physically and mentally. I dont know how much the breast implants has to do with it, but Ive seen it mentioned in other peoples explant stories, so who knows?
Recently I started having stabbing pains and general discomfort in my left breast. Ive spoken to a plastic surgeon and she says this a good time to have them out. She seems positive about my chances of recovering nicely, apparently I still have some breast tissue left, but Im almost too scared to hope for anything remotely pretty, haha..
My surgery is booked for the 8th of april, and Im part nervous wreck, part sad and part excited..
Me: 30 years old, no kids. Got silicone implants above the muscle when I was 19.
Why I got them: As a teenager I was very conscious about my breasts, and as they never grew beyond a small a-cup I decided early on that I wanted a boob job. I cant actually remember how they felt or looked like before the surgery, Ive spent all my adult life having fake boobs! Its a funny feeling, I have no idea what to expect...
Issues with them: Up until now Ive never actually considered taking them out. Ive not paid much attention to them in general really (now that they are going I feel that I should have appreciated them more, lol).
Looking back however I see several little issues; ever since the surgery my nipples have been very sensitive and prone to going stiff/hard randomly, meaning always having to wear a bra with enough padding to prevent the nipples poking out. And then there are the common issues with lower back pain, and with lying on my stomach or even on my side, as well as running/exercising.
Besides, wearing anything low cut or tight fitting feels vulgar and attracts unwelcome attention.. having a big cleavage wasnt as fun as I thought it would be!
Theres also an odd feeling of never being comfortable, both physically and mentally. I dont know how much the breast implants has to do with it, but Ive seen it mentioned in other peoples explant stories, so who knows?
Recently I started having stabbing pains and general discomfort in my left breast. Ive spoken to a plastic surgeon and she says this a good time to have them out. She seems positive about my chances of recovering nicely, apparently I still have some breast tissue left, but Im almost too scared to hope for anything remotely pretty, haha..
My surgery is booked for the 8th of april, and Im part nervous wreck, part sad and part excited..
Replies (16)
March 12, 2016
Aw welcome to the club Sweetie! You're in a great shape for wonderful Explant results, I'm hoping you'll be really happy! I'm two days before you waaay down in lil New Zealand!... I'm so excited to get these burning balls of gel outa me! ;) mine have ruptured, I'm suffering a few issues too... Gotta have my lymph nodes cut out too that are full of silicone... Just put heaps on the mortgage to get it done asap... I'm scared it'll turn into lymphoma?!... Dunno if it works that way.. Anyway, soo glad for you that you're on this journey of self acceptance and there are ups n downs, this site is awesome for learning and processing the emotions that go with this!... Sending you heaps of love via airmail! ;) xxxx totally can relate, we are all Bosom Budies here! Lol [RS bleep]
March 12, 2016
Good luck with your explant! I've had my implants 22 years almost and wish I was brave enough to have them removed but can't remember my breasts without them. Wishing you all the best!:)
April 9, 2016
dear liverpool72. i've had mine for roughly 35 years and had them removed yesterday. i was nervous as well. but i'm glad i did it. very little pain and discomfort. glad to be going natural again. you will most likely at some point have to get them out. talk to people about it. hope you make the right decision. good luck.
March 12, 2016
Good luck! Mine come out on March 23. I'm excited but scared at the same time. I think those are common feelings. You don't look huge so I predict you will have GREAT results! Keep us updated.
March 13, 2016
I go in on Tuesday super nervous but I know it will be what it will be. Good luck with your surgery ❤️
UPDATED FROM Hithaerel
24 days pre
Thanks all!
HithaerelMarch 14, 2016
Thank you so much for all your comments and support! :) (And good luck to all who are doing this too!!)
I feel that lately I do nothing but read explant stories, look for bras and watch video blogs about implant removal. I havent thought this much about breasts since I saw an insecure teenager, haha. But I think this time Im doing it for the right reasons. Its comforting to hear about other peoples experiences. However, the list of pre-op tips FREAKED ME OUT.. Im sure its not ment to be scarying people, but I didnt know blod clot was a realistic danger, and thats one of thinge Im most scared of (I dont know why, but the thought of that just freaks me out so bad), so now Im feeling rather scared again. But Im still going through with it. Im young and healthy so its probably gonna be ok.. I hope...
Apart from the issues I mentioned in my original post, I also have a few other vague sort of problems. I havent been diagnosed with anything, but just as an experiment I started following the AIP diet (auto-immune protocol paleo diet) last week, where you eliminate all foods that can contribute to leaky gut and autoimmunity. A few days after I started this diet I actually read online that breast implants have been linked to autoimmune problems, so my explant and this diet together will hopefully relieve some of my little, but persistent and annoying, problems:
-NO sex drive (for years now, ever since the surgery really)
-General fatigue
-Mild bouts of depression and anxiety
-Underarm odour/sweating a bit more than what seems normal
-Occasional tingling sensations in my left hand
-Brain fog! My brain is a constant chaotic mess, I cant remember things and I cant focus
-Acne on face, neck, shoulders and back
I feel that lately I do nothing but read explant stories, look for bras and watch video blogs about implant removal. I havent thought this much about breasts since I saw an insecure teenager, haha. But I think this time Im doing it for the right reasons. Its comforting to hear about other peoples experiences. However, the list of pre-op tips FREAKED ME OUT.. Im sure its not ment to be scarying people, but I didnt know blod clot was a realistic danger, and thats one of thinge Im most scared of (I dont know why, but the thought of that just freaks me out so bad), so now Im feeling rather scared again. But Im still going through with it. Im young and healthy so its probably gonna be ok.. I hope...
Apart from the issues I mentioned in my original post, I also have a few other vague sort of problems. I havent been diagnosed with anything, but just as an experiment I started following the AIP diet (auto-immune protocol paleo diet) last week, where you eliminate all foods that can contribute to leaky gut and autoimmunity. A few days after I started this diet I actually read online that breast implants have been linked to autoimmune problems, so my explant and this diet together will hopefully relieve some of my little, but persistent and annoying, problems:
-NO sex drive (for years now, ever since the surgery really)
-General fatigue
-Mild bouts of depression and anxiety
-Underarm odour/sweating a bit more than what seems normal
-Occasional tingling sensations in my left hand
-Brain fog! My brain is a constant chaotic mess, I cant remember things and I cant focus
-Acne on face, neck, shoulders and back
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March 14, 2016
Wow! Listening to your stories and symptoms I can relate 100% I put my story up as well. I got implants right out of high school and now I'm 32 and my lifestyle and priorities have changed quite a bit. I'm scheduled for explant on the 30th. I'm experiencing anxious feelings and worry. I know I want them out ASAP but I'm hoping my doctor knows what's best. I spent most of Saturday researching implants and watching videos. I had a breakdown when met with the truth of these toxic things. Plus I keep reading conflicting stories about capsules being removed and having drains post surgery. My doc said none of that is necessary. I'm trying to stay healthy leading up to the big day. Much love and support to you!!
March 16, 2016
I know right, its crazy reading about all these side effects, and to see how many others are experiencing all sorts of weird symptoms. I thought I had done my research when I got my implants, but there wasnt as many forums and stuff back then, and my surgeon never mentioned a lot of these potential risks. Forums like these are a blessing. I also want mine out as soon as possible, Im browsing outfits and bras like mad to distract me while waiting, haha :)
Good luck!! I hope we will all be happy and healthy this spring :) Soon its over!!
Good luck!! I hope we will all be happy and healthy this spring :) Soon its over!!
March 14, 2016
Hey I'm right infront of you! Lol... By two days remember?!... Oh I am not focussed at all on the op or possible complications, I hadn't even given it a thought lol... It'll be whatever it'll be, but yes like you I've been wondering just how many issues of mine will dissapears of alleviate with the ridding of these toxic bags!... Looking forward to some payoff for the initial discomfort! Lol.. Oh what we would say to ourselves huh if we could go back in time... But we can't so we are telling our story and baring our pics to pay it forward to the younger ones looking into it... ;) that's all we can do Sweetness, keep looking forward... I'm sure you'll be fine... Complications are soo rare and you've no doubt chosen your surgeon well.. Xxxxx
March 16, 2016
Thank you so much, Im sure youre right, complications do seem rare! My imagination is just running wild sometimes, lol! Post-op craziness!
And yeah, if only we could go back in time.. But I guess everything you do makes you a little bit of wiser and more experienced, and my implants have taught me that changing your body doesnt necessarily make you happy, so its not all a waste at least :) I feel more at peace with myself now, having realised this. Good luck to you, soon we will be free! :D
And yeah, if only we could go back in time.. But I guess everything you do makes you a little bit of wiser and more experienced, and my implants have taught me that changing your body doesnt necessarily make you happy, so its not all a waste at least :) I feel more at peace with myself now, having realised this. Good luck to you, soon we will be free! :D
March 16, 2016
Yes, you and I and a whole tribe of lovely women!... I'm less than three weeks out now and so needing these out!... Keep us posted on your journey, you might just save someone else from this!... We are nearly there!.. [RS bleep] :)
April 5, 2016
Ps I forgot to mention, I relate to almost all your symptoms too!... :/ Gawsh... Had a few tears over feeling ripped off n a victim of these a few weeks ago...let yourself if you need to... All part of it, validate feelings then press on!.. ;) [RS bleep]
UPDATED FROM Hithaerel
10 days pre
NEXT WEEK
HithaerelMarch 28, 2016
Next week I'll be boobless, ohmygosh, its so weird... I actually havent thought much about it lately, since the pain/discomfort in my left breast disappeared a while ago, but now that surgery day is getting nearer my head is all boobs again.
Im 3 weeks into the autoimmune paleo diet, and while my skin has cleared up a lot and my energy improved a little, I cant say I feel that much different. Still lots of brain fog, no sex drive and this weird deflated mildly-depressed mood that Ive had for years and years. However, Im gonna continue with the diet anyway, because its a super healthy and healing one, so it will be great for recovering after the surgery.
Its gonna be so weird seeing myself with tiny breasts again, Im kinda nervous about what family, friends and colleagues will think...
To keep things positive, Im trying to focus on what Im looking forward to:
- Not having people (aka perverted men) stare down into the depths of my cleavage instead of looking me in the eyes when speaking to me
- Wearing long necklaces without having them disappear into said depths, or wrap around one boob and hang there awkwardly
- Wearing shoulder bags without them too burying in between my breasts (seriously, clothes and necklaces are tricky stuff, lol!)
- Wearing low cut tops, tight fitting clothes, bikinis etc without feeling vulgar/sexualized
- HOPEFULLY feeling lighter and more comfortable in general
- Going braless with no boobs getting in the way/pain/annoyance
- If the removal can help with any of my vague mysterious health issues, that would be amazing, but tbh that seems too good to be true so I dont know if I should even hope for that
Im 3 weeks into the autoimmune paleo diet, and while my skin has cleared up a lot and my energy improved a little, I cant say I feel that much different. Still lots of brain fog, no sex drive and this weird deflated mildly-depressed mood that Ive had for years and years. However, Im gonna continue with the diet anyway, because its a super healthy and healing one, so it will be great for recovering after the surgery.
Its gonna be so weird seeing myself with tiny breasts again, Im kinda nervous about what family, friends and colleagues will think...
To keep things positive, Im trying to focus on what Im looking forward to:
- Not having people (aka perverted men) stare down into the depths of my cleavage instead of looking me in the eyes when speaking to me
- Wearing long necklaces without having them disappear into said depths, or wrap around one boob and hang there awkwardly
- Wearing shoulder bags without them too burying in between my breasts (seriously, clothes and necklaces are tricky stuff, lol!)
- Wearing low cut tops, tight fitting clothes, bikinis etc without feeling vulgar/sexualized
- HOPEFULLY feeling lighter and more comfortable in general
- Going braless with no boobs getting in the way/pain/annoyance
- If the removal can help with any of my vague mysterious health issues, that would be amazing, but tbh that seems too good to be true so I dont know if I should even hope for that
Replies (11)
March 28, 2016
Hey I'm explant img not just because of rupture but due to health issues too! All my friends think I'm normal, but I hide things really well. I slur my words, I get bad brain fog forgetting what I'm doing or what i was going too. I get aches and pains been tested for arthritis , have had ecgs for heart palpitations and terrible pins and needles. Been in doctors thinking I was meno pausing early. Insomnia and many more symptoms. That only know I look back and think over the last 2/3 years I've repeatedly visited the doctor and had test come back clear. Just keep getting told I've had a tough time, lost my mum, a nephew and an abusive ex but I know me, and know it's not anxiety or depression as doctors are claiming!
I explant on Wednesday and I really am praying my symptoms start to go and I find the old pre boob me! Happy energetic one.
Good luck for yours too x
I explant on Wednesday and I really am praying my symptoms start to go and I find the old pre boob me! Happy energetic one.
Good luck for yours too x
March 31, 2016
Omg yes, heart palpitations, I get those too! They freak me out, its never occurred to me that they can have anything to do with the implants! I went to the doctor a few years ago for ECGS because I thought I actually thought I had heart trouble. Apparently I dont, but getting wild fluttering heart palpitations randomly cant be a good thing... I think my doctor is starting to think Im a hypochondriac because I keep seeing her about all these minor, vague issues that doesnt seem to actually exist. Very frustrating, especially when healthy diets and exercies does nothing to fix it!
Good luck on your surgery, I hope you'll feel better soon!! :)
Good luck on your surgery, I hope you'll feel better soon!! :)
March 31, 2016
my whole family, circle of friends, children and others around me probably thought I was a hypochondriac too.
It is hard to believe ONE month ago, I thought I was dying and today I am sitting here typing this feeling UNBELIEVABLE and like a totally different person!
GOOD LUCK with your surgery!
The level of pain, discomfort, illness, etc I had was EXTREME. I am sitting here feeling like I am 20 again and I am approaching 40!!
It is hard to believe ONE month ago, I thought I was dying and today I am sitting here typing this feeling UNBELIEVABLE and like a totally different person!
GOOD LUCK with your surgery!
The level of pain, discomfort, illness, etc I had was EXTREME. I am sitting here feeling like I am 20 again and I am approaching 40!!
March 29, 2016
Good for you, congrats on your journey! I'm hoping to do the same, but I will need a lift. I will follow your story and wishing you all the best of luck! I think you will have a great result!
March 31, 2016
Thank you, and good luck to you! :) Lift or not - its gonna be great to have these toxic blobs out of our bodies, isnt it :)
March 30, 2016
I can completely relate!!! I'm so excited about having small natural breasts. I just had my surgery today and it wasn't too bad!! It's crazy to think I'm small chested again. I wish you the best and don't worry!!
March 31, 2016
Thank you so much, and congratulations on your surgery, glad to hear it went well!! :)
March 31, 2016
I stopped going to the doctors as was fed up with endless blood test, ecg and no outcome! The heart palpitations and pins needles in fingers they said is anxiety! I'm not bloody anxious, the last time I went due to energy levels I got so upset they sent me with away with self referral for counselling! Said I'm depressed!! I'm not bloody depressed.. I've been so grateful for this site to know I'm not cockoo. I'm 40 and my friend keeps saying its down hill, but I know my body and I know it's not been right! So not the silicone is gone let's hope I start feeling a bit better. Surgery was yesterday and the pain at is worse is bearable! Just paracetamol. But I'll be honest I'm not completely resting, I just can't.
March 31, 2016
My phone died half way through writing the message above, junebugz it really wasn't that bad was it, I didn't think I'd want to look at mine but I did as soon as I came around, then again this morning and tonight. I just took so,e pictures will I'll add to my wall. They are no different to yesterday, no visible bruising either! Movements can be restricted but no where near not I thought. Xx
April 18, 2016
I admit in my 20s and even 30s I loved the attention! I loved my big boobs for many years. But now that I'm 43, I feel fat and ridiculous, lol. Not to mention sick with backaches and rib pain. If only i could go back and talk myself out of it.
Thanks for sharing your story.
Thanks for sharing your story.
April 18, 2016
Backaches and rib pain sounds familiar! But hey if you've enjoyed the attention, it sounds like they did bring you something positive at least :) Life is too short to regret stuff I guess, but at least this is a very reversible procedure. Its just a little plop here and a plop and they're out!
This is a journey for sure, but it sounds like you're at peace with this and that you've found a supportive doctor. Here's a list of pre- and post-op tips for you. Please keep us posted!