25, 1 baby, Lollipop Lift/ 475cc HP Mentor Silicone Under the Muscle

Hi guys. just starting this journey. Had my son June 2015 & want to finally start the process of getting the boobies done. I've wanted to get them done since high school but just as I was seriously interviewing doctors last year surprise, surprise- I found out I was expecting.
I've always had a small Asymmetry, one used to be a small C and the other an average B. Now that I've had my son, mind you I really only breast fed for a couple months, they're definitely a little more saggy. My nipples have always been pretty low but doing research on here I think I can get away with not having to get a lift. Currently wearing a 36B but the upper fullness is definitely lacking and when i lay down I don't fill the bras at all. I'm hoping to be a 36D/DD by the end of this but will trust my doctor to see what fits me best. Just by my research on here I'd like to have Silicone, beneath the muscle, round, but still not sure of having smooth or textured & getting HP or Mod Plus, I want upper fullness so I'm probably going to need my doctors opinion on it.
So for all my Moms who have gone through this, how is it dealing with recovery and having a little one to care for. My hubby definitely helps but I'm dreading when he gets exhausted with having to wake up with him at night and I'll be helpless. When were you able to pick up your kids? My son is a BIG boy, 21 lbs & 7 months old. I have my consultation this Friday with the doctor I've really beed looking forward to meeting. Hopefully he's the one! I'll post some before pictures & some Wish [RS bleep] of someone from this site, because her BEFORE picture seems relative to what my breast situation is now.

Consult with Dr. Z, seems to really know what he's talking about. He told me all my options but I was already set with Silicone, 450-475cc round under the muscle. He said I do have done asymmetry between them so he will most likely do 475 in one & 450 in the other or do one HP & the other Mod Plus.
He did tell me I SHOULD get a lift with the implants:( but I'm honestly just not ready for that type of scarring right now or the price to add that. I've also seen some before & afters of women on here that look similar to mine that didn't get the lift & it turns out fine. I'll post some photos later of my situation lol
Has anyone gotten textured under the muscle? He said it's not really a difference if it's under the muscle. We set the pre op appt for March 1st & the actual surgery for March 17th(: I can't wait but also pretty nervous.

Pretty sure no one is following this but I'm still going to update lol So Hubby has spring break from college a different week then when I was planning to get surgery, so if I had gone with the original date he would have to leave me alone with the baby like the day after surgery and that made me nervous as I know I'll be in pain and probably on medicine.
So, I called and asked to reschedule to March 10, 1 week prior to what I had originally. Pre-op also got pushed up to Feb 28th. It's coming up so fast now! :)