Trying to Keep It in the Down Low - Newark, DE

I have been praying and hoping for years that I would wake up one day and discover that my boobs had finally grown. Since I was sixteen the joke in my family is that the "[RS bleep] fairy" skipped over me and have extra to every other girl in my family. Seriously, every other women in my family has huge breasts. The smaller breasted women have full c's and the larger breasted girls have breasts so large their bras need to be special ordered, and yet somehow I have ended up with A's. pointy A's. ugh.

Well, I am now 22 years old and am A senior in college studying double major studying accounting and finance and I have finally made up my mind to have a breast augmentation. I have waited for years hoping to grow but even after gaining some weight though out College, my breasts have not shifted a size at all. I decided over summer to begin the consultation process. I made a few appointments and went to ended up going to two doctors for their opinions.

My first doctor (the one I ended up going with) was so honest with me that I connected with him right away. I came straight after my accounting internship and was still in my business clothes and he gave the best advice. He told me that I was an ideal candidate and that my breasts were slightly tubular and could be fixed easily. My goal is to not have large breasts but full round breasts. He also told me I should not go too large because I am working on my CPA and a more natural look would be more beneficial in my line of work. He also told me that I should also get silicone and wait to have my surgery after my birthday. Apparently i would have a very round look with saline since I have no breast tissue. I was able to hold both implants and I loved the feeling of the silicone compared to the saline. I was wondering can you feel a difference once they are inside you?

Any way, my second consultation was a mess. The doctor kept showings pictures of girls with incredibly large after pictures and I kept asking to see smaller breasts. He kept disregarding what I was asking and would not discuss the option of silicone vs saline. He preferred saline implants and they were the only ones he liked using.

My option was an obvious choice , I just needed to decide on a time when I wanted to go through with the procedure. I have basically spent the last three months obsessing over website I could find and just kept saying "soon I'll make my appointment". Finally this week I called my physician and made an appointment during my spring break so I can have an entire week off to recover and relax about my parents house. It's four months away and it is one of the only things I can think about. I'm so excited! I still have tons of questions and want to talk to everyone about it, but I'm trying to keep it on the down low. I wear the Victoria secret hugely padded push up bra everyday and most everyone thinks I have big boobs. I'm hoping to be the same size after my BA with out my padded bras on .

So basically I just want to start tracking my story now. I have four months to go and still have to decide what CC's I want. My minimum is 350 and my max is 425 from what my doctor told me would look natural on me. I have no idea how big that difference actually is. One if the things I want to get a grip on now. But I'll keep updating !