That B**** dont have NO ass at all! The struggle is real ladies

I'm going to lose this weight as soon as my 6wks is up and pray that I get my pre op butt back!! Before I gained any of this [RS bleep]! I'm so depressed! I wasted so much money and now I'm so damn uncomfortable and ugly too!

I'm not in pain really. Stopped taking pain meds early this morning and switched to Tylenol but I am so nauseous that if I could take this surgery back I would! I feel so sick and Laying down is hurting my neck. Today I really feel like this surgery isn't worth it

I'm going to try to post very detailed and I will post before and after pics once I'm not so swollen my eyes look like I'm Asian from all the facial swelling! Well my surgery was at 7 am yesterday! I was scared to death almost backed out even though I had paid all that money! Dr Salzhauer and his staff are hilarious and keep you very calm though. I didn't have any of my prescriptions so I hadn't had a Xanax to calm my nerves! The anastegiologist came in and asked me questions about my health. He said do you smoke, drink, do any drugs I said no he said well your freaking boring! Lol Chelsea came in and took pics! Super sweet lady!! Then dr salzhauer came in and marked me up! Asked me what kind of ass I want, upside down heart apple etc. even asked if I could think of a famous persons ass I was going for. I said heart shaped and I didn want a huge shelf I didn't want ppl thinking they could sit their drinks on my ass lol. After surgery is the worst part because your in pain and shivering and can't stop or get warm. I drank tons of Gatorade and then my bf and I headed back to the hotel. I've been taking my pain meds religiously and I'm having hardly any pain at all!! The worst part is being nauseous! I think that's from the pain meds though ugh! I've been eating low sodium chicken soup yuck! & unsalted crackers! Gatorade, water and oj with my iron pills. Today my nurse came!! Loves her! She said do you want a shower I said hell yes! My garment was covered in blood and so were my clothes! Showering felt great! My ass is huge and wide and on my back. She said it looks great and swelling will go down and il drop! I can't wait right now my Bfs face looks panicked lol. Lots of belly swelling too! Feeling very fat! She took pics to show the dr but other than being naseous and impatient I feel pretty good. My TT was much worse! I've been trying to walk frequently which is hard cause I feel like ima puke! Laying on my belly is killing my neck!! Well that's it for now I will be seeing dr salz either Monday or this Friday because I told him I really want to leave early I miss my daughter! Thanks ladies