Research & surgery planning has come to a hiatus!

Hey ladies, I'm hoping some of you will be able to help me out. I check realself regularly but finally worked up enough courage to get an account and post. Im not even sure if i'm posting in the correct place. lol. but anywho, Ive posted pictures so you can see how depressing my body is !! I have one baby and dont plan on having any more for a long while. Im 21 and have never had a butt, except for when I was pregnant! Ive been considering getting a BBL done for about a year now and have researched all the Pros and Cons of the procedure. The only thing I havent done is my research on my doctors, which I know is the most important part! I feel nervous. There is one doctor here in NJ, his name is Dr. Markmann and only from what Ive read on his website, his credentials, and looking through some of his work, he seems great. Havent contacted him yet. But I WOULD like to stay within the tri state area being as i really dont have a lot of money to travel. Speaking of expenses, does anyone know if any doctors accept financing for this procedure?? I hope so. Im just hoping for some feed back and support from some girls who may be in the same position as me !

hey everyone. I havent gotten much feed back from anyone. still hoping for some motivation. are there any girls out there that went to a GREAT doctor who did a GREAT job for a good price ?! I mean, it seems like every single time I check on realself, people are complaining of their results. which is FINE i mean if would too if i wasnt satisfied with my results, but I have to admit it is very discouraging. I want a BBL ssoooo bad i freaking cant stand my body. but I also have to scrounge up the money to pay for one so i would literally fall into depression if a doctor screwed my body up! Im just lost! are there any girls out there that have had good results that can shed their light on me ?! I want to see pics!!!

Ooook bbl friends its been a while but ive given it some more thought and i neeeeeeeeed a bbl in my life !!! Im Going to start requesting consults from some docs i have seen that im impressed with (yily,salama,jimerson to start). Does anyone have suggestions on what questions i should be asking ??? Anything to help Would be much appreciated!!