Nearly Shut Eyelid
I was injected with 15 units (supposedly less than...
I was injected with 15 units (supposedly less than the usual 20) to treat my frown lines, the vertical wrinkles on my forehead between my eyes. Five days later I woke up with severe eyelid droop over my right eye, and 7-10 days after the injections the eyelid was completely shut when I was relaxed. I could strain to keep it open to see, but only for about an hour or two at a time. When I did this my good eye opened much wider than usual and quickly dried out.
It is now Day 24 after the injections and Day 20 since the droop, and the droop is still very noticeable. I feel it physically all the time, and it is difficult to see. Not to mention that I look like a freak or just a very ugly woman. This is one lesson about vanity that I have learned very well.
On Thursday it will be three weeks of severe droop. I have noticed a very slight improvement, but I'm still unwilling to go out socially or look strangers in the eye. Throughout this time my vision has been compromised. The eyelid partially obscures my pupil, and the eye itself is not focusing correctly. The Botox affected an eye muscle as well as the levator, or eyelid, muscle.
I take comfort in the thought that the effects of the botox are not permanent (at least I hope) and that it is improving, however minimally, every day. But until then my life is pretty much on hold. I stay home. I cancelled my Match.com account. My search for an equal partner will have to wait. My friends will have to wait--except for the few who are willing to go out with me looking like a freak. At work I get looks of pity. I've been totally up front about what happened because I want everyone to know what the risks are.
I don't know how long this will last but given the rate of improvement I don't expect to be back to my old self before 3 months. I hope that it's not noticeable to other people about 2 months out. Next week begins the 4th week.
At least I've learned a lesson. People will just have to accept me for who I am. I know for myself that I will never have Botox injections again.
The other things I've learned are:
- that doctors are not incentivized to understand the side effects and recovery time. Because recovery time is so long, most patients don't keep in touch with their doctors over the entire course. It is the responsibility of providers who have been notified of negative side effects to check in with their patients weekly. Most prefer to distance themselves from the problem, however.
- most doctors downplay the risks, partly because the reported side effects are low (3%-5%), partly because they earn their livelihood by giving injections, and partly because they don't fully understand the extent to which the side effects and negative results impair their patients.
- most "providers" do not have enough knowledge of anatomy to practice safely and effectively
It would be interesting to see a documentary made on the negative side effects of Botox
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I had just read your post and I'm on they way to doctor tomorrow I'm terrified I have a droopy eye. Did it take the droopy eye away right away or how long did it take to work and how soon after did you get the botox to correct yr eye
It's Week 4, still with noticeable ptosis. Photo...
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im so sorry for your results, Im worried now i have never had botox but wanted to go and have my forehead done becuase of these lines i hate them im only 27, but lines i dont like, so if everyone says dont inject into forehaed to advoid droopy eye does injections between the brows help the forhead? because i want it done so bad but i cant afford a loss of bad result i model and dance my looks are my income, any info help?
Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry to hear what you are going through. :( I can imagine that is really disruptive to your life.
Thank you for letting us know you were with a trainee for your injections, as it does seem the outcome is largely dependent on the injectors skill level.
I will be hoping this passes as quickly as possible for you. Please keep us posted on how it is going.
What would make you say that?
Our goal is to give everyone a place to share their experiences, whether good or bad. We aren't for or against the treatments, we are for people having as much information as possible to make their decision, thus why the two sources (the doctors and the community) to get that. We try to educate on the importance of choosing a well qualified, board certified doctor to perform treatments people elect to do. I have to say, I'm hurt that you would say that "Megan's comments specifically tend to downplay the risks and negative results".
This is the comment I posted on your review:
Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry to hear what you are going through. :( I can imagine that is really disruptive to your life.
Thank you for letting us know you were with a trainee for your injections, as it does seem the outcome is largely dependent on the injectors skill level.
I will be hoping this passes as quickly as possible for you. Please keep us posted on how it is going.
I have pointed out that what you are going through is disruptive to your life, and that I appreciated you telling us you were injected by a trainee hoping to highlight that fact for other community members. Then finished by asking you to keep us updated so we could hear the full story and support you. Can you help me understand how you feel this fell short?
Aurelie24, You chose to do a none necessary procedure out of vanity and it didn't work. That stinks, and I hope it gets better soon, but taking it out on Megan who helps provide a place for people to give their reviews, good or bad is uncalled for. I have never seen her push any particular treatment or doctor. You went to trainees, not even a doctor, if I am reading correctly. That was your choice. To try to foist the blame off on anyone but the trainee for their poor skills is just out of line.