49 Yrs Old, 2 Kids. 40B getting 650 cc's. Silicone mod + above the muscle

I have always had small breasts. In my teens and 20's when I was really skinny (weighed 106 lbs) I wore a nearly A cup. Nothing ever fit right or looked nice. I thought when I was pregnant my boobs would get a lot bigger. They didn't. After giving birth to my first child I was given medicine to dry up my milk. I felt sick the entire I took it. 4 years later I gave birth to my second child and they said they no longer have women that medicine because it was dangerous. Yay me. So my milk had to come in and go out on its own. It did and it wasn't a horrible experience. I've read comments on here saying post surgery that it will feel similar to that experience for a few days. I have several friends who have had BA and always envied them but didn't consider it for myself until a few months ago. I kept seeing advertisements for BA and started doing research. The more I researched the more I thought to myself... Why not. I may be 49 but who cares. I want larger boobs, and I want to do it for me. I should have done it years ago but I didn't. I really thought it was a lot more expensive. I want to be able to wear clothes and swimsuits that I could never wear before because I had nothing to put in them. I was always kidded about being flat chested, especially in high school. People would try to make me feel better and say "you know anything over a handful is wasteful". I appreciated that but I still had to look at them and wish I had been endowed with more. I belonged to the Itty Bitty [RS bleep] Committee. I saw t-shirts with that written on them but I could not bring myself to buy one. I was a member but not a proud member. I think this is the right decision for me and I can't wait to get it done. I want to buy new bras and swimsuits and finally feel like I have boobs to be proud of. It will be such a shock to look down and see actual boobs on my chest. But I will be smiling every time.
I am no longer skinny. I kept on some weight after each pregnancy. Which didn't hurt anything. Everyone kept telling me. "you need to gain some weight ". After my 2nd child I weighed 150. I looked fine. OK probably could have lost 10 or 20 lbs but I didn't. I took birth control pills for 10 months because I was getting married again and at that time did not want anymore children. Well I gained 35 lbs in that 10 months and I'm still carrying it around. I am 5'5" and last time I went to the doctor (couple of months ago) I weighed 200. Not happy about that. I know I need to lose some weight. But my surgery is scheduled for Dec 2, 2015 which is 16 days away. So being the size I am ....at my consultation the doctor and the nurse and myself agreed that 650 cc's looked good. I still wonder is that too big??? I don't see very many women getting implants that large. Is it because of my weight and body frame? I guess so. They did not look ginormous. They looked good. The doctor measured me and said my breast tissue was good. No sagging. He thought I was an ideal candidate. So I tried on 450 cc sizers and they were too small. Then I tried 550 cc's. They looked good. But the doctor suggested I try 650 cc's. And immediately he and the nurse said "yes that size looks best". So I'm going for it. I can't wait. I have been reading and researching and watching videos and making a list for items I need post op. I forgot to write down if he is doing sub muscular or sub glandular. I know the incision will be underneath the breast. I have contacted the nurse for more specifics that I forgot. I will post them when she gets back to me. Thanks for reading my story. I have really enjoyed finding this sight and reading your stories. So helpful and informative.

I talked to the nurse about more details since they weren't written on my paperwork. And I forgot to write it down that day because I was so overwhelmed with information. I am getting moderate plus memory gel above the muscle 650 cc's. She said the moderate plus profile was chosen so I will have no drooping or bottoming out. And I should have good cleavage. I am really looking forward to that. Never ever had cleavage before. I have read other reviews that said the recovery time is less and easier when going above the muscle. So I hope that's true. She said they only do saline implants under the muscle. I will post some before photos soon.

Surgery is in 9 days. I'm thinking about 750 or 800 cc's. I made a sizer of 650 cc's out of rice and wore it around the house. It looks like the cup size I should be for my body size. But I'm wondering if I should go a little bigger and not wish I had after the fact. Here are some before photos and a couple with the 650cc rice sizers in a sports bra.