BBL/Lipo 360

Well I had the scar revision done a few weeks ago, thought my so called prob would be resolved. It’s not. Looks the same to me. My butt is still deform looking and I’m so frustrated. I look at the ugliness daily and try not to breakdown. I spent so much money and I look horrible, I feel botched! I can’t even wear certain clothing. There’s a depression in my buttock and a couple noticeable dents, and I feel it’s not the same size as the other side. Like wth! Why did I do this to myself?! Why didn’t I do more research on doctors and why did I jump on the first Dr I went too... I look and feel like Sh!t! 10,000 of my money, cash, gone...

I’m in no pain, my arms are just sore and my right hand is a little numb but other than that I’m perfectly fine. Thank You God! My Dr removed 800ccs of fat from my tummy, waist, back and arms. He then put 400ccs into my left buttock. I still have my scars obviously and the one indented in, didn’t pop out so I will have a scar revision once I’m healed and the fat settles, prob around 6-8 weeks. Once my Dr does the scar revision I should have a more smoother appearance with. I also plan on having some sculptra done in certain spots as well. And once all that is done, I have decided to get a tattoo cover up on that side. I’m not upset, I know most would go crazy, but honestly I have learned so much on this journey of mine. Here’s some picture, as you can see it’s “filled” up but the scars are there and that indented scar is there from the cut. But it’s fixable. My Dr is doing everything possible to get me looking right and I’m grateful for THAT. also I included some pics I found on here with a scar similar to mine... and the results after the scar revision. I also included a pic of a fake tattoo from an app to see how I’ll look with one lol.... by summer I’ll be good :)

I’ve been waiting sooo long for this revision! I’m so excited and a little bit nervous! I pray to God everything goes accordingly and I’m happy with my results! I took my measurements and weight this morning, and I’m just ready!! Wish me luck:)!!! It’s been one heck of a journey.