19 Years Old, Labiaplasty - Montreal, QC

Hey guys! Havent updated in a while! i thought about letting you know how I feel now, months adter the surgery. First of all I am so thankful for not havin to worry as I used to. I remember how ALL I could think about was my labias. No matter what guy would like me or tell me im cute, I would automatically think ah he may think im cute but if he sees my vagina he will run away from me as fck. I couldnt enjoy sex in any position that involved my bf seeing my vagina. Anyways, I can say that now its almost as if the way i am now is the way i was born and like ive never had what i had before. I feel like it was just a dream!! I dont really like the way my clit looks, but I am more than happy about the way it is now. Every change I get I look at my vagina and admire it loll! I would never tell anyone to get this surgery done but is its something that bothers you so much dont hesitate! I am sure you wont regret it.

So now 2 months and a week passed since my surgery.. I left the country and went on vacation on the 6th week so i didnt have that much time to update in here. So.. At week 6 i finally had sex with my bf! Biggest mistake ever! The bottom part of the incision ripped and there was blood coming out and the whole thing i was scared to death! I finally put stopped the blood and put some polysporin on it. It was hurting but i was okay after.. I tried having sex again and it was okay but after a week the same part ripped again. I am dumb as [RS bleep] i know. My opinion is to really wait 2 months before having sex... I know doctors say 6 weeks and some of us feel like we are co pletly healed at the 6th week but we are not... So over all beside that now having sex is okay theres some positions that i cant reallt do because that part hurts if i do but the rest is okay.. My labias are still sensitive i cant wipe after using the bathroom. I have to be gentle and cant put too much pressure on it. I also started wearing jeans and feeling comfortable after 2 months. I can say that my labias are not totally healed. Around my clit the skin is still swollen and really hard.. The worst part of it is that i didnt heal well and i have a little piece of skin sticking out and i dont know why i the world i have that im going crazy over it. I am still on vacation and as soon as i go back ill go see my doctor and see if he can cut that skin because i cant stand it anymore... Yeah so my vagina is not that good looking and really sensitive i still have some bad thought about it but at least i thank god i dont have these lips sticking out anymore... Like i said before i dont recommend labiaplasty unless it is really starting to be a serious and mental issue

So today is a reaaaaally bad day for me. I am so upset with the way it looks my vagina is just a total mess i cant deal with it anymore. First of all i had a small bump on the bottom of my labia that was really swollen in the beginning but slowly went away with time. And just to make me really happy YESTERDAY IT CAME BACK! Not only its horrible but its so uncomfortable walking with that god damn bump wich i dont understand AT ALL why i have that it went away why does it have to come back like why??? second of all theres a part on my left labia right jnder the clit where too much skin has been taken off and now my clit is just sticking out i cant explain how horrible it looks in real life. I feel like screaming and crying. Plus im all irritated because of the shaving. I dont know what to do anymore i thought i would be okay by the end of the one month. I am scared for my life since i am leaving in 2 weeks to see my bf and i havent talked to him about the surgery and hes going to want to have sex thats for sure.. Ill hit the 6 weeks mark when i leave but im really sure nothing will be healed or just okay since this horrible bump came back. The left side of my labia is horrible. Im just blaming myself since I KNEW my clit would look too big after the surgery and ive said it so many times that it had to happen. Im gonna hide myself for the rest of my life i swear i have the most horrible vagina in the world. The only thing i tell myself is at least its better like that than having the flaps.