I Made Up my Mind - Montreal, ON

im a little swollen because my period is close. im normally smaller/flatter than that :( i hate it so much.. but i will see a brighter day

so its getting closer to summer and im getting my visa application together andi cnt tell ppl around me.. cuz i dnt want them to knw my business.. lol if you knw wht i mean... so i pray that the application is approved.. hello new boobies if it does get approved plz pray for me guys.. i really need this...
ps. i need a real life.. i think my boyfriend has another girl friend now.. but i think i actually let him go in my mind already since im planning to leave the country... new boobs new life.. hope i find a hubby nxt yr yup thts how long ill take to strt dating again 'a year'... just gna be myself and work on getting my boobs thts all i want right now

so im supposed to move to Montreal this summer in hopes of getting my boobs in the following 6-8 mnths... now my aunt tells me shes getting married so she cannot help me!!
thts so not fear right now.. im devastated dunno what to do to think!!! im lost for words and emotions.. id cry but im just at lost... just tht step and id have been tht much closer.... i cnt live here like this... i will surely die i knw it!!! ladies please hekp mi out here im abt to freak out