I Made Up my Mind - Montreal, ON

im 22 yrs 5ft 5 146lbs. I love my body I have god curves and all but its just that my breasts didn't come in. unfortunately im flat chested... I have soo many things id like to do like wearing a swim suit to the beach wearing a normal bra and a normal top... and just feel comfortable in my skin. I have been thinking about this for about 3 yrs and I think I wanna get it done by nxt septmber

the months drag on. and i dread not being able to do what my friends do... so happy its coming to Christmas so they'll have to cover up lol.... i pray for the day i have the amount i need to get this party started.. i feel like im not a woman yet and it terrible cuz im super cute but im scared of getting close to someone and than they hurt my feelings.. #i wear a padded bra.. so they dnt knw i dnt have breasts.. its frustrating.. i never give my all because of it and i think i dnt get a persons all either because im holding back.. but i cnt give my all until i love my whole body. quite frsnkly im ashamed and i feel deformed... :(

its so nice here so many parties and all and as im in university its sooo damn hard. we had a water social and i cudnt even go cuz ppl were sayin they wud throw me into the pool... lol how embarrassed i wud be tho.. when my socks fall out of my bra dwl!!! imagine my shame.. thts wht came to mind so i stayed home while all my friends went n had a great time.. #its sooo unfair tho... but i dream on for the day ill be in pools too