Boy momma of 3 big babies, lots of weight loss, 3 c-sections, nursed all 3. Desperately seeking my dream!

I can finally start searching for the right provider to make my dreams of a normal body image. I have been wanting this surgery for 10 years now. Now that im all done with babies so starts my next journey! My husband and I are so excited

Finally scheduled my first out of many consults with some plastic surgeons of my choice. Now im obsessing even more. Anyone else stand in the mirror and obsess over the possibility of what you could look like after? I lift my boobs, pull my tummy skin to the side and just daydream away! I have hated my body since my first baby, 3 later its a wreck :( I have never been naked in front of anyone, not even my husband:(. I daydream about taking showers with him, sleeping naked

Im not out to look like a super model, I just want normal looking breasts, and a tummy i dont have to tuck in anywhere or cover with an extra long shirt. I have my first of many consults next week, its 4 hours away, 8f I choose him that will mean I will most likely need to stay in a hotel nearby for an additional week. Momcation.