37 y/o, 5’9”, 165lbs mother of 3. Hopefully getting my body back!!

I’ve been stalking this site for many many years and it’s finally my time!
My journey began when I went for my first consultation 3 years ago. I just wanted to see what they would say. They said I was a great candidate for the Mommy makeover. Money wasn’t in place at that time. So fast forward to Halloween 2017 I went again. I tried on sizers and really liked the way the 500cc looked. The dr advised me to go up 50cc to compensate for going under the muscle. So I decided on 545cc. I’m also going to have a full tummy tuck and lipo to contour my sides.
My husband went to the office to pay the amount in full last Wednesday so this time it is really going to happen!! So scared and excited at the same time!!

Hoping to get something close to these after my breast aug

I’m sitting here thinking that in less than 12 hours I will be under the knife having my body cut open. I’m so scared, excited, anxious, and whatever other emotion a person can have before doing this surgery!! I know I have a great support system behind me to help me get through this. But I’m so scared what if I don’t wake up?! What if something goes wrong? What happens to my kids if their Mommy isn’t there to watch them grow? All for vanity!! Is it really worth it? I sure hope so!! I pray I wake up fine even it’s the worse pain ever, just let me wake up!!