40 Years Old , Four Kids , Breastfed . Strattice and Mini Internal Lift Next Week ! - Mobile, AL

Typo -- I'll never know the answers while here on Earth...

I hope she finds her peace. Lynn thanks for being so positive and giving her information on Hospice. She has been through so much. I just cannot imagine. The pictures break my heart. We know losing our parents is hard but losing kids has to be the hardest ever on everyone in her family.

I should have added that even positive life changes like moving to the beach produce stress in many ways; so, when we are considering if it is a "good time" to have elective procedures we should consider if we are experiencing major positive life events or positive life changes as well.

You may not ever see this..vut never quit. Period. As Lynn said, you have two beautiful guardian angels who want you to be okay.
On another note, look into Anxiety/ Panic Disorder PTSD
I have that.(and had PTSD for a while). Once you know that you are not dying, it is exponentially easier to deal with.
Huge prayers beautiful woman.
Again, NEVER QUIT.

I am also not sure what anyone else is referring to, so I am out of the loop. Just take a deep breath..and start a new day. Every day is a new one. One day at a time

*Know* nothing. Darn typos. I'm really surprised by your comments BeachSun. Like I said earlier, you don't know anyone and who are you to judge? If you don't like the material you are reading on RS, then adios! You need to disconnect, seriously. Perhaps deleting your account would be a good idea? Think about it. Wish you well and all the best always.

Yes I will be deleting my account . Trying to figure out how . I did say " lol " by half joking half being for real . Not judging anyone . I think all your look great . I said that also . I went under the knife again hoping I wouldn't wake up and cried when I did because while I was under I saw the kids and was almost to them from running so fast and I never got to them . My husband said because it wasn't my time yet . I do think that being some on here need a dose of reality. I thought it would help to be here And talk about my issues with my health but it's just gotten more and more ridiculous to hear the same people complain about the same thing every day . There is more to life than our breast . I got mine originally fixed due to a domestic violence incident in previous marriage. Not because I wanted them bigger or perfect . That is expecting too much . None of us will ever be perfect . Guess that was my main point in my previous post . Much love to you all tho . Good luck ! Bye !

I'm sorry, Beachsun, I am truly sorry. I don't really have much more to say, because I am almost in tears for you. I do agree none of us will ever be perfect. Nature is not perfect and we humans are a part of nature and her imperfections. I wish you well and hope nothing but the best in life for you and your family. You are a beautiful woman, and I only hope and pray you live your life to its fullest. One day we will all be with our loved ones, but until then, we must keep them alive in our hearts and cherish the memories. My heart does go out to you. I cannot imagine what you have experienced -- may peace always be with you. xoxo

Beach sun if you are still on here you need to talk to someone who can help you get out your anger, your grief and help you move on. Not forget your loved ones but help you be able to deal with it. I can hear in your comments that you are still very much grieving for your kids and of course you are because no one should have to lose their kids. Your grandmother dying was another loss for you that brings the painful memories. We are all on here for the support of others and to share our experiences to help the next person. I have found that no one understands me better and what we go through with these surgeries than someone else who has gone through the same things. I too had a loss - my dad died last year and my mom is on her third cancer. It puts things into perspective and I do think about how lucky I am to have my mom still here with me and have my family. I think all we all want is to have our breasts turn out the way they should. Not perfection but at least be symmetrical with no dents, bumps and lumps. We are our own worse critics and I am just as much at fault. I stopped taking pictures and posting because I tried not to focus on my boob that is lower. Do I want it fixed? Yes. Am I scared it will be worse? Yes. I am thinking more right now on my mom and getting her through this cancer. You need to heal mentally and I hope and pray you will seek someone to talk to because I really think you need to. We ask why would God take such good people that we love but it's because it was their time like your husband said it was not your time. LynnCC said it well...... keep your kids and your granny alive in your memories and cherish the time you had with them. I truly believe one day we will be with our loved ones. I think you are a good person and I wish you the best. Hopefully you will stay with us on RS because maybe this is just a very low time for you and you just need time. Some xoxo's from me as well!

Julmor, you said it best. So much better than me. I will admit I was a little harsh the first time I commented. I just lost it and I do feel so bad. I felt bad last night, actually. Beachsun, if you are reading, I am seriously sorry if I was harsh on you. It is obvious to us, and to me now (thanks (Julmor), that you are still grieving and why you lashed out, so to speak. I think Julmor is right and pray for you and hope you can move on with your life. For a long time I didn't move on because I felt is was wrong to live and enjoy life. I felt it was wrong to laugh, smile and sing and move my body along with the radio music (something I always loved doing, but stopped, even to this day), or whatever, but you know, it is not wrong to do what brings you joy, and it is what our loved ones would want for us as we would want for them. Our loved ones don't want to see us suffer. They want to see us happy -- they're in a happy, peaceful place now. It is time for you to find your own peace and happiness in your life.

I honestly thought about you and the message I sent and wished I could remove it. I will be honest, I did take your update personally and it did upset me as well. Beachsun, you are not alone, but it didn't dawn on me that you may still be grieving. I was too upset to realize it. I still have bad days too. You will always have bad days, but you must not allow them to consume you. When I read the comments by Julmor, it hit me. You are still grieving. I feel so bad. Again, I am very sorry, Beachsun. I truly and sincerely wish you well and hope you change your mind and do decide to remain on this site. We care and love you here on RS and we will support you in any way possible. Peace, hugs, love and kisses to you...xoxo

PS) I hope you don't mind me offering, but if you feel you may benefit from support at home and would like to talk to people who are going through what you are going through, then grief support at hospice is a great place to start. Hospice offers bereavement support free of charge: in fact, all of their grief and bereavement programs and services are free and available to everyone, Including children, and the person/people who have passed on do not have to be Hospice patients. Hospice welcomes all grieving men, women and children free of charge. They offer family support sessions as well as individual sessions. Think about it and I wish you much, much luck and love...xoxo

Thank you .. I sent my request in to delete account. I know this is not my time to be on here . I'm waiting for a response back . I have currently looked into grief support groups instead of this one ... I'm sorry I offended anyone . I was having a really bad day And had checked my email to see if I had gotten papers from the lawyer that is in charge of my 15 year old that was committed due to suicide attempts since the loss of the kids . And saw email from RS ... And I just went off ! I'm so sorry tho ..

Thank you . For understanding. I am waiting on response back from RS to delete my account . I just need some time away and the RS emails are popping up every day . I just can't deal with it right now .

I understand. I truly wish you all the best and will pray for your child. God, I cannot imagine all you've been through. My heart aches for you and cannot find the right words to express my sorrow. Good luck to you and please don't be sorry. I'm the one who is sorry and I will miss you. I wish you and your family all things good in this life and hope your suffering soon turns into peace. (((HUGS)))