39 YO Time to Undo 5 Years of Breastfeeding!

350 cc is a perfect size for me. Once the swelling subsides, this will be a size I can live with and enjoy. Mom and my fella both think it suits my figure well. I look proportionate. And I agree. It's been so long since I looked in the mirror and felt comfortable, complete. I was My expectations were not to feel that way. I figured it would be like trying on a great dress, but it's so much more than that. I feel restored.

Went into surgery at 2:30pm. The anesthesiologist was kind and answered my questions. The drug used to induce "sleep" is Pentanyl. I was out before he had the oxygen mask on my face. Then I woke up in the recovery room with a warm blanket at 4:20 pm. (Well, apparently I had been talking and cognoscent There is an Ace bandage tightly wrapped around my chest and it is restricting my breathing. It feels like my sternum is being crushed. It is now 5:37. I cannot see the results until tomorrow. But my head is clearing up. I can think a bit. Can't wait for coffee.

I go into surgery in 6 hours. Wish I could just fast forward through this part.

I've felt like I have the figure of a twelve year old boy for a long time. I'm not going for very large implants--350 cc, but enough to restore some femininity to my shape. Hope the boyfriend isn't too disappointed when I come back and I don't have a chest like Pamela Anderson. But what can I say, my body, my style, my choice. And I'm being a little silly with my random worries. (Hell, he's w