Not Getting off to a Good Start with Spectrum.. - Dominican Republic, DO

So....I still have 30 freaking pounds to lose in 40 days.... I've rescheduled once already- because my weight is too high. Idk why I only pushed it back 30 days to lose the the stubborn 30. I haven't even weighed myself lately.. because I've fallen off the wagon- because of stress. Its a never ending circle. The,stress of having to lose this weight is making me want to eat-ugh...
On the bright side..his assistant was a doll about rescheduling me,and finding a date soon. I CAN NOT reschedule again- so I've got to lose this weight!! They didn't tell that that's just my personal promise to myself. I wish I had a diet buddy...Lol. Soup/liquid is about to be my best friend.
supposedly - you can lose a pound a day....
I guess I'm gonna find out. That will leave me with 10 days to spare. I'm still going to Dr.Leon and his recovery home. I'm just having trouble finding reviews on it.

It was a little harder, than I thought to drop this last 30lbs....so I had to move my surgery date to July 30th instead of June 30th. I just needed time to drop these extra pounds. Dr Leon was very serious about having a 35 bmi,and wasn't gonna do it-unless I get down to that. Even though loosing this weight is hard as hell.. I'm thrilled that he is,sticking to that,because it shows me he cares about my health over my $$. His assistant is the bomb. She's totally on it,when it comes to keeping in touch. So far....I am very pleased with the both of them. I've decided to go on a liquid diet-to help speed this thing along-but OMG it is hard. I love good food. Lol. I have 8 children,and a husband-watching them eat the good stuff,and all I can eat is soup broth...is killing me. I just keep thinking of the results of the surgery to keep me focused. I will be so glad to get these c section scars fixed. The incision site still leaks fluid even though it's been healed for 4 years. I know I will heal better once my Incision isn't covered with belly fat. On the bright side.... everyone keeps telling me, "I look like I've lost weight " even people who don't know I'm dieting -so that's cool. My clothes fit better too. The only down side is -LOOSING MY BOOBS :-( in the process. They are 42 H but loosing volume so they look kind of deflated. I guess a breast lift will be next on my list,along with my eyes -if all goes well with this surgery.
I had 30lbs to loose last time I stepped on the scale a month ago. I'm afraid to get back on one,because if I haven't lost any weight after practically starving myself all this time....I'm going to be bummed. Im just gonna cross my fingers.

Well....I'm down to 256. Nothing stellar,but at least I didn't gain weight again(yay).
The thing that was holding me up,was what I was drinking(white castle sweet tea). I HATE WATER,and the taste of diet anything. I tried everything -but the Hawaiian punch sugar free single packs are cheap $1 a box,and you get 8 packs-each pack makes 16oz. I take em with me EVERYWHERE. They taste just like grape koolaid. They have other flavors,but grape (so far is the best). Once I cut the drinks with the sugar out... I started loosing again. I'm drifting between a low Carb,and a liquid diet. I really need to step my game up tho.....cuz I'm running out of time. I did at least remember to go get my passport.