30 Years Old 4 Kids and Ready for a New Year and New Me. I'm from Huntsville Al but traveling to Miami FL for surgery

The good was that my lab work came bk A okay! My Hemo was 13.4... The bad thing was that my Aunt passed and do to Domestic violence of my now ex boyfriend I will not be able to do my surgery As I lay in this hospital with a unknown feeling I think to myself this man has never ever in life put his hands on me never ever showed signs of being cruel. But as it got closer to my surgery the more controlling he became. He also hacked into my account and tried canceling my page. Smh I pray everyday trying not to ask God why me?? But it's hard. Ladies never let anything stop you from doing what's best for you. I pray everyday and wish you girls the best of luck on your surgeries and you girls are gonna look great! Unfortunately its not my time. Im gonna reschedule for another time but for right now I'm healing. As I cry while writing this I'm not ashamed to tell what has happen to me. Maybe it wasn't my time.. maybe it will be a eye opener for someone thats in a relationship and start to see change in thier companion to take it seriously unfortunately I didn't but I can honestly say.. I can't believe it! I never thought this would happen to me. Good thing he's now in jail facing attempTed murder and I hope karma does him the way he done me. Good luck girls and I will update soon as I decide when I will do my surgery later this year. Good Luck to you all!!

Smh she always show up at the wrong time. Blood work tomorrow and valentine's day. I hope this is not a bad sign I just wanna cry

Well its almost time to do my blood work Feb 14th is almost here. Oan I'm still losing weight I'm 182.3 I think I will less than the expected weight needed by March. Losing weight now is much easier than it was at first.