Future bal harbour warrior! two kids and ready to look great!

Here are some photos, I've gained about 4 pounds thank god!!! I have less than two months to go for surgery. Just hoping for the best results as possible. I'm really aiming for an upside down heart shape. I hope it's possible, and I'd love no less than 1,000 cc per cheek. That's why I'm trying to gain as much as I can. You ladies tell me what you think? Do you think I can reach my wish pic goals? Look at my pre op and look at this recent wish pic.

So I ordered my bbl pillow and the urinal funnel and now I just don't know which iron pills are the best to take? Anyways, I'm so glad I chose dr salz like he's the man he knows what he's doing! I know this long wait till be worth it. I see some reviews on here and I'm like wtf is going on? I feel like I can preform a bbl now haha I've researched so much lol. Anyways my time is reaching slowly but surely I can't wait!

Okay so I lost everything I gained again.
I'm seriously tired of it. I can't seem to put on any weight, I eat very unhealthy and I even eat the junk that my son eats. My boyfriend says I don't need to gain weight but believe me I do. I do not have enough fat for the results I want. Any suggestions? I'm about to give up.