I went to see dr llorente and he is great i really...
I went to see dr llorente and he is great i really felt confortable telling him what i want, my coordinator is also super good i being texing her and she always reply right away! I love the clinic and it looks really cleaning. The dr recommended 465 cc saline. I schedule the surgery for january 23 even though i really want to do it now i cant get out of work this year. I dont know if 465 cc is going to be too much because im 5'2 132 lbs also idk if to go with saline instead of silicone..
Dont know what to do:(
So today im rethinking the surgery not because of the pain after the surgery but because of going under anesthesia im so scared and i have read so many things that i dont know what to do my whole life i wanted BA and know that i have the money i dont know if i could ho throw it because im so afraid of the whole thought of shouting off my body with anesthesia any recommendations?
Change my mind is a good idea?
So i wanted to do the surgery for january 23 since im super scared of the anesthesia but is the same thing if i do it now or on the 23 so i changed the day for november 16! Im really scared but at the same time i want my new boobs already and i want to get the GA out of the way too
This is a pic of how i want them
My wish boobs
So my surgery is on nov 9 but there are days i want to cancel because of the fear to the anesthesia i really dont know if i could get over it and go through with this
I still have my surgery for nov 9 but i keep thinking if i should cancel im so scared of the anesthesia i just don't picture myself getting it.. some days i wake up and say ok im going to do it this is what i want and im gonna go through it and days like today i just feel i cant do it.. on oct 28 i have to go met the dr for final questions and get lab work done... but idk if i can do it i really dont want my fair to get in the way of something i have been wanting for so long
So in two weeks is the big day! Im freaking out i really wish there was another way instead of GA but i hope everything goes well! I have to go do my lab work and final questions on Friday! The only thing i havent really like is that were im getting my surgery they dont tell you a time for anything until a day before.. i have try to stop reading and googling things about BA because there are some weird things that are making me more nervous... ill let you guys now how it goes on friday!