Gettin' it done

I've wanted boobs ever since puberty screwed me over and halted me and an A cup. Technically, not even an A, more like an A 1/2 not yet B cup. My best friend has natural big breast and walking next to her made me feel like a little girl. For me, having bigger breast will make me feel more womanly and increase my self-confidence. I have 2 boys, 8 and 1. When I breast fed my youngest, I loved the fullness of my milk-filled boobies. They were C cups, and when they bounced with me I was so happy. My son stopped taking the boob right after he turned 1, and I was left with deflated boring boobs. So at least I was able to experience what it was to have more volume and able to determine that I really want to go through with a breast augmentation. My husband has always tried talking me out of it, telling me I don't need to go through with it. I appreciate his love and acceptance, but this is for me. Will he like me with bigger boobs? I think so. Who doesn't like big boobs?!

I'll try loading up some of my wish boobs. Before RealSelf, I thought there was only saline and silicon implants. Thank goodness I came across this site! For sure, I will want to go under the muscle, don't mind if I get the incision through the crease but nipple incision is an option I'm open to, and from what I've read I think moderate plus will be a better option for me. I have a wide chest (I prefer a 38 band size) and I really don't want boobs that look stiff and stick out like [RS bleep] boobs. I want really natural, squishy breasts and want more volume than projection. *sigh* If my planning goes well, I will make consultation appointments for April, and, hopefully, HOPEFULLY, have a breast augmentation in late July. *fingers crossed for bigger boobs*

Here's a few looks of the shape and fullness I like.

I have 1 consult scheduled!! It's for April 11th with Dr Armando Torres. He was referred by my best friend and her sister in law. I'm super excited and super nervous as well. Sometimes I get second thoughts about getting a BA. Like maybe I should spend the money on our house, a new family car, and think if I really need this. Ahh! I guess I still worry about my boobs turning out bad, and [RS bleep] looking. I would hate that! Plus, a lot of you girls here have already rocking bodies! Seriously, you guys are nice and fit! I need to step up my game.

Something else I worry about is the cc amount. I read some reviews about girls going 400-450 cc and other will go 300-350 cc and something they look the same! I know bodies are different, and you lose some cc's when you go under the muscle. Did you guys decide on cc amount after consult and trying on sizers or based more based on pictures?

Another thing. I have my wish boobs that I've shared already. I've shown my husband and my best friend the same pictures (on separate occasions) and they both said that my body is different then the wish boobs body so I can't really rely on those pictures to get the boob shape and size I want. Do you guys think this to be true? I figure that boob size/shape to body ratio can be applied, but am I wrong?