Campos 9/30 - Do the lumps REALLY go away?

I don't mean to be so negative and ungrateful...

Just took some more pics really trying to capture the lumps and bumps. I know I'm obsessed about them but its the only thing that takes away from the amazing work Dr. Campos has done. To clarify though, I am in love with the shape that is forming. This man has given me a body I could be proud of and I'm currently 165lbs which is a good 20lbs greater than I want to be. 165lbs on me pre-lipo was disgusting. SO yes, reality check time... I don't hate my body. I HATE this process, I hate that I wasn't prepared as I wanted to be, and I hate that ugly scar tissue had to form on me before the quality scar tissue can emerge ( per my recent convo with Dr. C).

Still coming along, feel like I've been in recovery for YEARS not going on 3 weeks. Some days are tougher than others in terms of moodiness, energy level, and patience with the process. Reading RS reviews prepares you but there's nothing like actually going through this process to enlighten you and make you realize the huge commitment you've made to see it through.

God bless those of you who have children, had to go back to work quickly, have done round 2 and 3 ( or plan on it), ,TT's... recovery sucks. I know that when you have no choice sometimes you tend to get through tough situations easier but I'm barely a help to myself and can't see myself having other obligations concurrently.

I did some editing and added booty pics cuz I realize what people truly wanna see. My concern however is these lumps, bumps, and irregularities on my stomach and arms. I spoke with Dr. Campos and he says this is a normal part of the body's response and things will get back to normal. I try to capture what I see by camera but it's hard. In the meantime I'll continue with massages and just wait because I have no other choice...

Forgot to update that scale went down to 170lbs, went in at 160lbs. I ordered the small in my current garment because theres room in the waist area. Hard to look at other garments theres so many plus if I go by my current weight, ill be thrown off. According to the to the charts I shouldn't be in the medium I'm in now. Maybe give it a few more weeks?