Did This 4 Me :) - Mexicali, Mexico

This past week has been so hard, help bailed out on me and I started to freak out. But, things are slowly falling into place. My husband is taking an extra day off, that makes it 3 and my mom will be here helping me out with the little ones. Im only one week away from the surgery and guilt, fear and concern are creaping up on me. Im feeling guilty for spending all this money on me, I'm scared something is gonna go wrong and I might not wake up :(. I'm concerned because I'm gonna be out of commission for at least 2 weeks and my family needs me. But a tiny part if me is really excited :)

Supplies:
So far I have these and I hope I dont need any more.
*Pre-op supplements
*arnica montana
*post-op supplements
*scar sheets
*kelo-cote
*milk of magnesium
*stool softner
*hydrocodone
*acetaminophen
*Hibiclens wash
*dressing bandages
*gauze
*alcohol swabs
*hydrogen peroxide
*hand sanitizer
*sterile gloves
*throw up container (one I got from the hospital when I had my son)
*recliner
* side table
* Toilet raise
*shower chair
* removable shower head
* a new sport bra with back support and front hooks. Even though I don't know what size I'll be after.
* comfy clothes to wear home.

If I'm missing anything let me know please :) ???????

I received my healing supplements from make me heal, and started taking them.But I'm having second thoughts about the whole thing, my help just bailed out on me. Keep in mind that I have a 4 and 18 mo little ones. My husband will be off for the first three days but since I won't have anyone to help after, I'm starting to freak out. I don't know what to do :(