120 Lbs. 5'3", Mentor Modified Plus 350cc

It has been two years now! I still can't believe I did it. Lol but, I'm very glad that I did. I haven't updated in some time. After awhile the novelty wears off, and they just become a part of you. I don't wear these dresses in this way in public. I use the small snaps I sewed into the dresses, so I am less exposed. The scars are almost nonexistent, and they look and feel very natural.

I haven't updated in awhile. I decided to upload a picture that was taken earlier in the spring, one of my new bathing suit, and an update in the black push up bra I bought at Victoria Secret last Fall. I didn't realize I had dropped and fluffed even more since I took the last photo in October, but apparently I have. Not much to report other than one year ago I was riddled with anxiety about my upcoming breast augmentation. I was overwhelmed with choosing the proper amount of CCs, so I wasn't too large or disappointed, and stressed out over everything that could possibly go wrong. I really should have just saved myself the trouble, and placed my trust in my surgeon. My surgeon was right on about sizing, and I had a fairly easy recovery because I followed his instructions. The best piece of advice I can give anyone in the beginning stages is spend the time finding a terrific surgeon that is board certified and takes the time to get to know you, takes the proper measurements, and listens to what you do want and what you don't want.

I have my first mammogram tomorrow. I'm a little bit nervous. I hope the technician has experience with breast implants. I don't want them to be ruptured! In December I was leaving a holiday party and some huge man who was also a guest at the party decided to randomly pick me up and give me a bear hug! I wedged my elbow between us and into his chest to get out of the vise grip so he didn't rupture them. It was so bizarre. Anyway, I think I am completely dropped and fluffed at this point. They feel like a natural part of me. It is rare that I feel them or think of them. I am still happy with my decision, but I think anytime I am not healthy, I will always immediately be nervous that the implants are causing a problem. For example, I recently had a rash on my upper body, and immediately thought the bear hug caused a rupture which then caused the rash. Of course, it was totally unrelated, but my mind went there first.