New Year, New Butt - McLean, VA

I'm really nervous as this is my 1st time doing any cosmetic surgery. I'm anxious about what I'll look like after. Will I hate it, will it be too small/big, will it look fake or get stiff? And the pain, bruising, I can't sit for a month...oh gawd what have I done?!? I'm spending a lot of money and I haven't even told my family. They think I'm having back surgery...I want to surprise them with my new look! I'll probably add pics but be full warned my a$$ is hideous (for now)!!

I think she & I have a similar body type (I have a flat wide butt, DDD boobs & a tire around my stomach though lol). She's my body #goals...can't wait to wear a bathing suit!! I haven't worn a swimsuit since I was 15, I'm now 35. I also haven't been naked in front of a man outside of dr. in over 17 years. This bbl is such a huge step for me, to be more confident & actually be able to look at my body in a mirror. After this, I plan to schedule my TT/BA for Feb/Mar 2016

I'm so nervous, I actually thought there would be more support on RS but journaling this helps my anxiety. I'll see my dr. again today and pay my balance. I hope he can give me my desired result!!

A little skeptical about telling my 17 yr old daughter about my bbl because I speak about body posi all the time. It makes me a hypocrite :(. She wants to attend surgery with me & she'll see the results so what do I tell her?