42 Yrs Old, 5'3, 110lbs. 380 SIENTRA ( High-Strength Cohesive Gel ) Under the Muscle - Maryville, IL

Hello Ladies! Hard to believe this time next week I will actually have boobs, wow...BOOBS!!!! So currently I am a 34a & I don't even fill that up, totally pathetic. I can't tell you how many times after trying on swimsuits I just sat in the dressing room & cried. I refuse to be seen in a swimsuit, if I have to wear one I put a tank top on over it because I look like a little boy, it really sucks. Even my 10 yr old daughter says that Daddy has bigger boobs than I do, & she's right. Lol! Bless his heart, I don't even like when he touches my no boobs ( that's what I call them ) lol! It's pointless there is nothing there & they ( the no boobs ) can't possibly turn him on. I couldn't even breast feed my own baby, I tried so hard. I wanted that bonding experience, it's such a beautiful gift, but my milk never came in. Talk about not feeling like a woman, totally depressing, then & now. The only possitive thing my no boobs have going for them is that ( according to my Dr.) they are symmetrical.
I decided to go w/Dr.Ryan Diederich because of his experience & he is super personable. He also had " The Boob Machine "! Lol! I forget the real name, I think it's something like The Vectra 3D something or another. He took pictures of my no boobs from the front & the side & was able to show me on the screen what they would look like w/different cc's. I had a blast trying on the sizers & my husband had fun watching. Lol! I took pictures w/my phone of the images on his screen, as soon as I figure out how to put them on here I will post them, along w/some before pictures. After trying on quit a few sizers, I decided 380 was as big as I want to go. I'm very active, my husband & I powerwalk daily, we have a large greenhouse, big garden & chickens so we are constantly digging, lifting, using the wheelbarrow, reaching, pulling, bending, blah, blah, blah. So going from nothing to 380 cc's will definatly be enough! Oh, & we choose Mod profile so maybe I will finally get to experience what it's like to have cleavage!!! Needless to say, I am totally jazzed!!! Totally nervous, but more excited than anything. Yay for boobs!
i have been a member on this site since 2013, I have learned SO much valuable information & have enjoyed reading reviews from woman who know exactly how I feel. It's a wonderful feeling to know that I am not alone. So ladies thank you so much, because of you all I feel prepared & confident. I say prepared & confident now, but you just watch...I'll probably start wigging out in the next few days! Lol! ONLY 6 days left...holy $!*%!!!!