Now more pics to show how gross my ass and thighs are
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17 Jan 2015
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10 months post
Posted that last one quick so i didnt lose it. So ill add more lovely model photos now.
Happy Sat to some, but to some of us its pretty upsetting as most days after being hacked up
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17 Jan 2015
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10 months post
Packing to go get revision on my eyes after they were hacked up. My scars above eyes ( upper lids) are about triple width now from stretching, because too much skin taken off. If he would have measured as I asked if he was going to in pre op...maybe i could have been saved some of this ugly outcome. Im so upset with myself for ever letting this dr touch me. I had no idea he was so unskilled. Little too late now. I should have known when i wasnt showed what my eyes would look like later that it was a mistake. I asked but he said he does it in surgery. I trusted and shouldnt have. This has cost me any kind of happy for almostba year now. Im not flying across country to see if anything can be done to fix face. Not sure, the stretch marks on upper lids tell the story of too much skin removed. For them to be stretched at 9.5 mths is probably pretty abnormal. I asked if scars would be visible. I was told no. Maybe with talented surgeons thats the case. So now on to the sick mess that makes me put the bikini back in the drawer that i would normally take. The skirts im not sure about either because the collapsed banana pushes down my leg and shows the whole way down. Its the sloppiest mess i ever saw. So inconsistent, makes no sense. All the cannula stop and start marks are sickening. Now i had cellulaze done... he said back of legs for that. Sides of legs were ok. Yet now look at them. He created a mess from hell after he did cellulaze to fix and smooth. Why bother doing cellulaze if are going to ruin my face and hips/glut/outer thighs. This is nuts!!!!! Insane. Im trying to pack for a trip he caused and i dont even know what i can wear. Jeans show the meased up butt too. Uneven gluts and one falling into my leg. Seriously watch out for the hackers and id never ever get two procedures done by a dr. I had 4. At least if i had one and he ruined that area id know not to do another with him and maybe id still be able to be fixed and feel attractive. I cant and wont date, maybe i never will be able to again. He took me from a good 6-7 and made me a 4...if that with this ugly deformed body i hide. How does one darte as a 6-7 ...a guy thats an 8 sometimes.... maybe even 9.... then shes ruined and hides ugly gross body then this person who made a living because she was a 7....now hides and wants to still be that 7 but is a 4 and now has to date...if ever ...sloppy fat guys who have no clue about taking care of themselves, who probably gave guts and look horrible at the beach too .......alll because of a careless, wreckless, neglectful mess. One afternoon to completely ruin a womens life and how she thought of herself and what she saw in the mirror, from looking at the V S cat to Venus swimsuits. Now the thought of putting one on makes her sick in the gut and depression sinks in yet again. Not sure how this is allowed to happen. But i will say if it cant be fixed. I will tattoo his name on my lower back with an arrow. Fkn yes i will. Then ppl wont need to wonder what happened. Then i wont feel them wondering. Then i will be able to deal. Now ill share my gross pics that made me change my mind when packing. The lipo area should have had more time spent on it as well. To be certain what was going to go on. Beware of sloppy looking situations. Takes somebody with pride to understand ones who take pride in their body and beware of God syndrome. The ones that brush off what you ask ... such as "are you going to measure my eyes" before you cut them. It was my right to know how i was going to be cut. I knew the precise wasnt here and should have darted, but i was assured it would be fin . Guess what, none of this is fine.
cellulaze
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25 May 2014
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2 months post
I think cellulaze for me was a hood choice. I still feel the skin is quite.. lose feeling so at almost 8 weeks I still prefer it always compressed. Im.sure this will reattach in time. I would not recommend going without it even though you are told at a few weeks you can. I just doubt how that skin would heal and adhere again. I specially when working out wear layers of compression it still swells too. Outside today instill see black and blue areas. Not concerned about that really I figure a lil self tanner or sunshine will mask that during summer. I wish the cellulaze would have been dobe or been done the same on my outter right leg. It's worse than before big time. I think from lipo. Idk. But seems cellulaze wasn't done there. I will need thst job finished as I paid for that to be done as well. The lipo lil touch up areas in wanted done are a bit of a disaster, specially on right glut, thigh, upper hamstring and outter thigh. Hoping visiting a few lipo specialists that of course do cellulaze as well will have some helpful answers for me. Yes cellulaze works for old lipo ripped up skin. 20 yrs ago when it first came out in jumped on that wagon and tried lipo. Prob wasn't a great idea. I'm a fitness lover and I think it ruined my skin. In 1990 women weren't muscular legs and lifted and had meaty legs. I have always had more of a fit build. Back then it wasn't as widely accepted to have the fit toned hard legs with yhe IT band line running down the leg.. Now it def is and I love it...just wanted the cellulaze to fix the old lipo track wreckage. I think it did, now I'd love to try it on inner thighs to smooth a lil..I can see old cannula marks and front of thigh in a few places. Gosh to turn back the clock in a few places and do over. I'd go to LA and shop for surgeons to start with...no offense to other places I know there are some great ones down south as well..... i just need three things fixed that prob should have been done by 3 diff surgeons to begin with.. hard lessons learned I have requested my medical records for over a month now to take to other surgeons...I'm told it may take an attorney to get them. Sad its come to this.