Disappointed - New York

Good morning to all my sweet friends here. I am writing today just to express my gratitude for your support and kind thoughts that made me feel a lot better . Every each of you are so dear to me and it is a privilege to have you as friends here. Pocahontas you make me cry . I can't believe how sweet you are. We could have tons of fun despite the fact that I had pain. Same here if you ever come to NY, i'l be your best friend and guide here.
I was expecting my surgery date like a child expecting his first bicycle. I might go back to the plan to have this procedure in my country, Romania, where we have really good doctors and the prices are half or less than what I will pay here. Plus I will have chance to revisit some of the places that I miss it already (dracula castel, Peles, Pelisor, curtea de Arges....) And with the rest of the money I can fix my entire mouth with portelain on zirconia .This was my plan this morning while drinking my coffee. If this wish will ever become reality I will post pics and detailed review and I promise it will be fun to read. Thank you again to each of you for kindness and I wish to all that have had or will have TT smooth recovery and beautiful result. I love you all.

I just received a phone call from hospital and spoke with Dr Cho. He told me that he just wrote me an email to explain that he can only do the surgery on the 25 September. Too late for me. I told him on first August that it is impossible for me to get days off next month. Maybe a week yes but not more than that. So 20 days latter and about $500 I'm really wondering "why" ? Couldn't he tell me from the beginning he doesn't want to operate me? Couldn't he save me from spending money and dreaming of a flat belly? Why? Even if I will agree to be operated on the 25 next month he is leaving by the end of Sept so he won't be there for my follow-up app. I told him I don't like to be checked by other fellow other than him. He said I should trust the next one bcuz he knows him personally and he's good. What? So he want to cut me and let another to deal with me in case of complications. I am sooooooo disappointed.

Good morning everybody. I love to believe that I'm still getting my tt this month. I did my pre op tests except the cxr witch I'll get it done this Monday. I was told last visit that I'll be contacted by a nurse to arrange the hotel reservation. So far no call. With all the reticence at the hospital I don't even know what is normal and what it is not. I hate this wired feeling of uncertainty. i wish i would have a date so i could know to prepare. Yesterday I asked myself why am I doing the tests for? I feel like this surgery is just a dream or a wish. The hospital staff is giving me the impression that this is not real. Its exactly like in a dream where you try to run but you stay still and you struggle, and you struggle. My friends told me it is not normal for her to answer to absolutely all my questions with " i can't tell you that" unless she really doesn't like and help me. It is fine bcuz we are humans and we do have feelings. I can not get mad bcuz she doesn't like me . She doesn't have too. So if they will call me next week at least I'll have my tests done if not, I'll do it next year.