Bbl Tomorrow - Manhattan, NY

Im going to Dr. Pakemans in Manhattan, ny tom. His in office pictures are great. Im 32, 5, 8. 160 pounds, and my husband doesn't know I'm doing it. I don't want anyone to know. Ive been wearing buttpads for years. Im very pretty, double d natural boobs, an ok butt, and ok waist. But these love handles have got to go. My husband never realized that my butt looks bigger in jeans, because ive really never let him see my butt. I wrap up after sex, have sexin the dark, and always wear long see thru shirts over my bikini. This has become a lifestyle, and im the master of illusion. I only told him that I'm having lipo and we can't have sex for four weeks. He has to keep the kids, so he cant go. Yay. Lol. I'm spending the night in a hotel. Im hoping that he just thinks my butt looks bigger because i got a smaller waist. Lol. Girls im on a mission, cuz I'm getting this done. If he knew he would tell his friends. You would think as old as he is, he would keep his mouth shut. Men are worse than women. And hes always talking about how, women are soooo fake. So no support there. Wait let me save this, and ill continue later. Because i lost my last review.

Ok, im here now waiting in the car. They don't open until 820 and my surgery is at 830. I started my antibiotics yesterday. I'm not nervous yet. Lol. My bloodwork came back on friday, and my primary doctor tried to stop my surgery. He sent dr. pakeman my results with a note, saying he advised against it because I was anemic. I was soooo mad. That is the surgeons call, not his. Anyway, dr. pakeman said according to his standards, I was fine. Wheww. Well let me back it up. My original date was april 16th, soooo I would have had time to do my bloodwork a month before surgery and bring my iron level up. But I got antsy and pushed up. So that's why my labs where in late. Soooo now im waiting. My before pics are up already. Ill put up the after later. Wish me luck. Yayyy

I tried to delete my last post because I realized that I wasnt being fair to my primary care physician, but I cant figure out how to delete it. Let me start by saying, this was the best surgery ever. I appreciate both doctors, because they honestly care. But ladies, you know how we get when we want something. Lol. Now let's talk about dr. pakeman. He is the BEST!!!!!!!! Honest, straight to the point, and about his business. There is a beautiful lady there named Louisa. She is the best.she is the reason why I did this surgery. Now she keeps it real. Oh and I was up during the whole procedure. It was not bad. at times it was annoying. Kind of like getting a tattoo, but not painful at all.I would definitely get it again. I loved the fact that I was awake, because that eliminated my fear of something going wrong while I was sleep. I have my garment on now, no pain, sitting on a boppy pillow with my butt hanging off watching tv. NO PAIN. I think I have like 450 cc's. I'm not sure though. I'll confirm tomorrow at my checkup. I'll post pics as soon as I can.ttys