27 Years Old No Kids... Wanting to Do a Bbl. Manhattan, NY

I am 27 years old and I don't have any kids... I really want to get a BBL done this year by dr schulman in NYC. I have a consultation with him on May 25 and I am so excited but nervous at the same time. I have been reading all reviews on dr schulman on RS and so far I'm loving it, I feel much more comfortable to go in. My expections is having a nice heart shape bottom and I tiny waist line, as I have plenty fat around my belly area which I hate seeing. I believe that no one that's close to me understands my feeling about getting this procedure done because I feel so low about my body and my self esteem is very low. I have to be trying to convince my other half how much I wanna have a tiny waistline and abs with a nice ass, he always say "go to the gym " but the last time I went to the gym and lost 20 lbs I shaped like a board I was just straight no curve and my a$$ was flat extremely. Now I have been saving towards this surgery, I am eager to do it in November, but all these reviews got me so scared about the post op and the pain. I really wanna know is it excruciating pain? How can I get through it with minimal pain... I'm so scared. This apps is so great because I can actually write my thoughts and get support from dolls who already or who will be going through this process. Thanks guys for reading and I hope I get response to comfort me and tell me it wil be ok.

I'm here up still reviewing all of Dr schulman's artistic work, yet still I'm thinking if I really wanna go through all this pain and discomfort... But hate the shape of my body and gym won't change it. I am determine to do this but I'm so scared of the pain and transition...
I have already asked for two and half weeks off from work to heal enough because my work is hectic A lot of standing for 91/2 hr six days a week. So I'm pretty much worried, scared but excited to have a thin waistline and a bigger butt :). I just wanna feel comfortable making this decision but I have no support I'm all alone in this.

So I have 25 more day until my consultation with dr S I'm super excited to know the procedure and know more about his personality as I have read on RS:)