Nursed 3 Kids and lost volume

Hi. I'm on vacation so I haven't updated.but things are going great. I have some jiggle, swelling going down at muscle bump, I can sleep on my side or stomach, full arm range. The only thing I don't do is lift my toddler. That's still got me worried. I saw a bunch of people I used to know and felt totally natural around them and like I always did with my padded bra even though I was wearing a thin sports bra. My surgeon Okayed any sports bra or sleep bra I am comfortable with. I wore one thathat was more relaxed one day and could feel that I was a little sore so I'm doing sports bra all day. In the morning they are stiff but that wears off pretty fast.

Sooo - I went to the post op today and got the stitches out! yay!! and great news - the long stitch lines I was worried about weren't actually sutures - they were just the string taped up for the nurse to pull on at removal time. The scar itself is tiny and already hardly noticeable. I was super happy. Everything looking good. My surgeon is very lenient and said I can just use any sports bra I'm comfortable with. Thank goodness, because that surgery bra was squeezing the life out of me. He also assured me that the bad side bump swelling is muscle and should go down within 4-6 weeks. Let's hope 4 weeks since that's the fourth of july and pool party time! No pain, no pain killers. Boobs already feeling softer. I'll post some new pics soon.

I'm losing count lol, but my post op is tomorrow so it must be Day 6. Feeling great! Even getting used to the weight of the implants. Last night I realized the sides and bottoms of my breasts of course felt soft and normal, but the tops are starting to drop already too I think. I spent some time lamenting not going with the 25ccs bigger and then I got over it because really, what can I do? Lol. Plus, even before I did this (before kids) I got asked all the time if my boobs were real (they were) and people commented on them. So they really don't need to be any bigger than that - and that was 36C and where I'm at. I think it's just a feeling of you went through all this maybe they should be giant. haha. But as hubby said, I wasn't trying to become about my boobs, I was just trying to go back to old me. If I had more up top I think it would look rocking naked but too much in clothes. I guess I'll just still buy push ups when I want a little extra - I was hoping to ditch those forever, but it sounds like even the DDD's still get 'em :) No pain at all today. Zipping around like normal doing whatever. Even moving toddler around a bit.