Want These Toxic Stupid Things out of my Body - Los Angeles, CA

Wanted to post a few more before and after pics for those who are thinking about a fat transfer. I'm about 7 months post explant now and 4 months post FT. My results are subtle (only 45 cc's to one breast and 75cc's to the other) but I'm very happy with the difference it's made. All photos were taken without erect nipples which is the least flattering because they sink, but wanted to show a realistic comparison. When nipples are erect they don't appear to be sinking at all. 4th photo in flexing. I realize now I had unrealistic expectations that the FT would completely get rid of my adhesions. But I can see some improvement for sure. The best cure for this I've found is not flexing while looking in the mirror! Ha! I can't wait for my second procedure! I'm trying to wait as long as I can but I'm getting pretty anxious to do it... I'm thinking maybe December. I'll keep you all posted. Xx

Hi ladies! I'm hardly ever on here anymore... I've just been trying to keep myself busy and not think about my boobs! :) I'm so sorry to those I haven't responded to. Your love and support is much appreciated and I promise to get back to all of you eventually! Here are some pics that I've been pretty ashamed of and didn't have the courage to post. Try not to throw up in your mouth! Ha! And the ones at the bottom I took today. I haven't noticed s lot of volume loss since the first month. I'm hoping things stay his way. I'm looking forward to my second procedure but I'm not sure if I should wait or not. Looking at bugsbunny' pics are making me think that I should have waited before having my first FT! She looks amazing and time alone healed her! But patience has never been a virtue of mine! I'm pretty happy with the way things are looking but I do get frustrated with my left nipple which is still sinking in and being pulled to the left. I also go back and forth between feeling grateful for dr Feng and her muscle repair, and wishing that I didn't put the big scars on my body. I feel like they are the biggest reason I have symmetry problems. I guess no point in dwelling though... It is what it is and I will never really truly know if I would look better without them. Health wise I'm doing great!!! I've been exercising (lightly) every day for the past week and no fatigue!! I've also been able to wake up much earlier in the morning! Woohoo!! Love and hugs to all xx

Put a little makeup on my explant scars just for fun... Much better to look at ;) and when nipples are erect you can hardly see lefty sinking in. :D I also wanted to share with you all my donor sites as some of you have been asking! First pic laying down relaxed... No issues. Second pic, you can see some irregularity. This only happens when I'm laying down and touching my toes together. (You can see a crease from my cannula incision down to my inner thigh... This wasn't there before. Not sure yet if it's permanent or if it will improve.) 3rd picture standing up... My thighs used to touch each other! The scars are small... He made them uneven on purpose so they don't look like Lipo scars. Not super thrilled with the placement but not sure it would have been possible to do any better. All things considered I'm very happy. The difference in the breasts is small (only transferred 125 cc total (something like 85cc in small side and 40 in my bigger side) but makes a big difference in my confidence as the contour deformities in my breasts are almost completely gone now :D I'm excited for my next procedure but doc and I both agree we should wait. In the meantime he is going to use a needle to try to release my areola from the lump of scar tissue it is attached to as the moment. Possibly next week already?! I will keep you all posted. Supposedly it is easy and quick and will be done under local. BTW these pics are taken in a mirror (which always looks so much better for some strange reason?) so the lefty (caving nipple) is actually on your left when looking at the pics. Love to you all! Xx