Late 30s PCOS Plus-size Small Asymmetrical Breasts

I have been insecure my whole life because of my small asymmetrical breasts coupled with a large stature, which I suspect are underdeveloped due to my PCOS. I rarely had periods as a teenager. I finally decided to get my breasts done after years of contemplating it and being in a financially stable position. Nonetheless, the experience still makes me nervous as there are always what-ifs. The doctor suggested I go with 800cc in one and 650cc in the larger breast. I have done the rice test, yet I find that to be too big and will likely request 700cc and 550cc. I am a large girl at 5'9 broad shouldered size 14/16 and currently an A/B cup, so I understand his suggestion. However, when I tried on 800cc, I found it to be quite matronly and would prefer smaller because I am not looking for an excessively large look. One issue I have found in researching examples of large women with small breasts is that we are few and far between, which is part of my motivation to contribute to this site.

I am nervous. I know this is something I need to do, and I am a more complicated case. The doctor I chose has a lot of experience and has been featured on Dr. 90210. Because I am a unique case he can't tell me what is the best cc though it will be in the 600-750 range since I have a wide chest and little breast tissue in my left breast. He will be using saline first before he inserts silicone. I have a fear of going to large because I do not want a matronly look and I fear it will make me look bigger. I am more concerned about correcting my asymmetry and actually having a breasts. But with all honesty had I been symmetrical with my b/c cup I would not have not have sought this surgery. Furthermore, I struggled to find examples of plus size women with implants. PCOS has a link to underdeveloped breasts since we did not go trough a proper puberty. We also tend to be overweight, have hair on our faces, acne, and have difficulty conceiving. We are just darn lucky! I exercise more than most and have struggled to lose weight. I am actually bummed I won't be able to attend my boot camp as I recover. Anyways, I hope this serves as an example for plus size women who see implants due to wonky breasts.

It was pretty painful waiting up from surgery and I felt a bit nauseous and dehydrated. However, after a few hours the nausea and loopiness had passed and I was surprisingly very mentally aware. I did take anti nauseous medication before surgery, which I think helped a lot. However, I did have significant pain in my chest and arms but to the point where I could not twist water bottle tops off of. Getting out of bed is a challenge and I really have to use my core. But overall pain has been manageable.