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Instant Regret, Too Big and Bulky. Miss my Plain Skin :( - London, GB

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Hi All, I have spent most of today in a state of...

rockchick82
Hi All,

I have spent most of today in a state of panic and shock at what I have done to myself.

I have two small tattoos on each wrist and I love those. But yesterday, I decided to go for something I had been dreaming of for years - a crown and rose. I knew something was wrong when I saw the stencil...too big....But I trusted the artist...big mistake, I am in pieces and would pay a fortune to get back my boring arm :-(

I have sent emails out to London places but would love to hear about your opinions on the likelihood of having this removed? It has loads of pink in it which I have heard is a nightmare :(

Cheers

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April 5, 2016
Hey there - I'm sorry that you are less than thrilled with you new tattoo. I honestly think it looks great, but of course it's not my body. Give it some time to heal and sink in. It's so shocking to have such an immediate change to our bodies - not much else can compare or prepare ourselves for such a change. I think removal is possible for you, but give yourself some time before making another big change. Good luck in your journey :)
April 5, 2016
Hey thanks for your comment!! Really appreciate people taking the time to comment.

I did a lot of soul searching today, and I have realised that I have tried to solve internal issues with external means - namely my self esteem issues with tattoos. I am really really really realising how much I actually love my natural self and what damage i did to myself. Basically in the space of 3 months I got 3 tattoos : 2 wrists ones and this latest....and It is eating me up now as I see the pattern.

I will try and get Picosure...cant do anything for 2-3 months but hide...

Thanks very much for the comment!
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April 5, 2016
Hello! I'm sorry you're not happy with your ink! I honestly think it's quite lovely and not a terrible mess-up like some other tattoos I've seen here. Could it just be that you are in shock from the change you've made to your body? It's not uncommon for people to feel that way after a tattoo. I highly recommend trying to remember the reasons why you got the tattoo in the first place, and try to remember what, if anything, it represents. And the biggest thing is give it some time. Try not to dwell on what you don't like about it, but what you do like, and what it says about you

However, if you give it a little time and a little thought and truly believe it doesn't suit you, none of us will judge you for wanting to remove it. I only say the things I do because laser removal isn't instant and it's not that cheap and I would hate to have you regret trying to remove it.

If/when you do consider removal pink ink can be quite a bit tricky. But I have seen some great fading here and elsewhere of tricky colors. Someone I talk to often on RealSelf had red in her tattoo that is almost gone, her username is bennieBabs. Maybe her pictures can give you some hope?
April 5, 2016
Hello! Thanks to you to for dropping by, makes me feel less alone.
As I said below, I did these tattoos for the completely wrong reasons and now I have a reminder of this on my wrists (one pink and black lightning bolt - great for the removal, not :() and a word in arabic on the left (dont mind keeping this one to be fair, its tiny and means 'truth').

This monster was meant to represent power and beauty but now makes me feel powerless and ugly. Fantastic!

Regarding the pink ink, I am so worried...was hoping Picosure would be a good one for pink and white (yep got some of that too :(). Do you know if it helps?

Cheers!
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April 6, 2016
I wish I could give you a big hug. Pretty much the exact same thing happened to me.

I got a tattoo on my arm, around that size, because I was in a state of depression and I made a rash decision. I have undergone 8 laser treatments (picosure) and the result is pretty bad. I have darker tan skin, sort of a lighter caramel, so I got a lot of discoloration. I'm going for a coverup soon, because I have no choice. I miss my bare skin as well..and I'm so sorry you had to go through this too.

Good news for you is you have pretty light skin, and the laser might respond a lot better to you. Picosure got rid of my purples/blues/greens a lot. Red, it did nothing. I read that the proper laser for that is the Q-switch, which is better for red and black ink. So you may need to use Pico And Q switch.

I know it won't help, but I think your tatt looks beautiful. Be careful and think about if you want it removed or not, because you might be left with something way worse than what you have now..your arm is not going to be the same as it originally was..
April 6, 2016
Hey Miss, thanks for your comment....Hug right back at you! I did the same as you, felt very low with low self esteem and thought an external display of power and beauty will sort years of issues out....Stupid, stupid, stupid...and am 33 !!! I should know better.

Right now I am looking at surgical excision... Your pico experience sounds harsh :( But well done for having started a process, one way or another. My skin is actually darker than in the pic. There was a flash there...I have olive skin as well, so it may also not work.

In any case it is too fresh to be removed so am speaking to a few drs to get ideas from them on feasibility for July.

Have you tried the Q switch then? Big hugs!!
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April 6, 2016
I was going to try, but my skin is too hyper / hypo pigmented now..even if the remaining ink was removed, I'd still have that. I've wasted enough money already. So i'm just getting a cover-up.

It's good you're researching a lot, don't jump into it like I did. I think my technicians should have known to stop treating me since I was losing skin pigment. If you are olive-skinned then, PLEASE be careful.

Btw I am 27, so I should have known better too..I have a lot of mental issues and sometimes can't control myself. In any case, you are not alone. A lot of people are going through this and we learn from our mistakes.
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Desperation Settling In

rockchick82
So I am reading more and more reviews ....And most successful removals seem to be black or grey tattoos ... I am getting very depressed by my huge pink and purple mess ...Is this ever going to go?!

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April 6, 2016
My arm is much worse than yours, its a half finished mess with lots of colour. I don't know if I should just finish it and hope for the best or start lazer. I don't see any success stories for anything as dense as mine. You tattoo is finished nicely you might end up liking it.
April 6, 2016
Hey Jonnyhanna75 thanks for your comment. I am sure yours isnt as bad especially if you are considering finishing it!

My issue is not so much about the tattoo's look (the artist did a good job) but my frame of mind when I did it, the reasons and location. I want my arm back and I am so fearful that the colors used (pink, white, purple, black) will make this impossible to remove. Never seem any success stories for something like this.

How old is yours? Did you go for a consultation?
April 6, 2016
My outline has been on for 2 months and some of the colour about 6 weeks, it's also a cover up of an old tattoo so couldn't be worse for removal. The only reason I'm thinking of finishing it, is in hope it might turn out ok but I'm afraid it will be a mess. I have a consultation in 2 weeks but reading reviews on here I feel I have no chance.
April 6, 2016
Go for the consultation and keep the faith. Picosure seems really good...I spoke with someone in a clinic who uses it and they seem confident-ish ... Have you sent pictures to clinics with Picosure?
April 6, 2016
I think with yours will definitely work on the purple and shading really quickly, I'd be optimistic. I have sent pictures but honesty mine is really detailed outline with lots of green, red, yellow and a bit of orange threw in!!! Lost cause! I think my best option is to get it finished and pray it grows on me, or cover it up forever!!
April 6, 2016
I have a half sleeve of every color you can think of and I'm going to start removal! Nothing is impossible, it just takes a long time for the body to break down the ink. I went to a consultation with someone who has a Picosure laser. Going to remove a blue "flower" to start. I was told new ink can be easier to remove than sun exposed ink. Of course amature ink being the easiest by far. I too have TONS of pink and black swirls I will work on next. The best laser for this seems to be the Picoway. I highly recommend searching for a Picosure or Picoway laser and going in for a consultation. It's best to get answers to these questions right from the professionals. I learned most tattoo removal cases aren't documented online. I searched all over this site for days after my tattoo nightmare! Know you aren't alone in your tattoo regret..... Your tattoo is beautiful regardless if you keep it or not. We are our own worst critics! :)
April 6, 2016
Hey ! Thanks for your response! I will be eagerly looking for your updates :)
I have a session booked with Wayne who specialises in Picosure in London, just to get some professional feedback even though I cant do anything for a few months. I know the feeling, I have been glued to google and this site for the last 3 days...! Thanks for dropping by, I am loving this site and people's stories, its making me feel a whole lot better :)
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Information about Pico

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So today I had information back from a Clinic in Burnley which sounds very professional - Andrea Catton.

The lady gave me loads of info as I was worried about the pink...

Hi Rockchick82,

Thank you for your enquiry and providing the photo, you are correct we always advise a minimum of 3 months to start the removal process to ensure it will work. We use 2 lasers, the PicoSure (which is the most advanced tattoo removal laser in the world) and the RevLite (which an extremely efficient high-end 'traditional' laser). The PicoSure can treat every colour of your tattoo and Revlite will be able to remove most of the colour but the blue that is mixed with the red to make the purple will be left. The PicoSure can always treat this at the end.

The PicoSure usually removes tattoos in around 4 - 6 treatments and the RevLite around 10 - 12.

I would put your tattoo in our 'Large' category which is £800 per treatment using the PicoSure or £200 per treatment using the Revlite.

We also offer discount if you buy PicoSure packages. Buy 3 and get 10% off or Buy 4 and get 5th FREE.

You can also change between lasers - you don't have to stick with the same one, as long as there has been enough time between treatments you can change systems.

Yes the PicoSure can treat all colours, it has 2 separate heads, one head has a red laser which can treat and see all colours including green and blue but it cannot see red ink or pinks. But then it has a separate head which has a green laser and uses a different wave length so it can treat red and pink ink.

So no matter what colour of ink you have the PicoSure can treat it, I hope this has helped and reassures you.

Now..sales pitch or real story? Again, I havent seen tattoos completely removed, and this clinic is miles away from me. But some light at the end of the tunnel? £800 x 6 or more....What have i done...

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April 6, 2016
That's the thing about lasers, they're so unpredictable..and there is no way to tell what result you will get in the end. Everyone's different, she should have mentioned that.
April 7, 2016
Yes I wont see her, it is crazy expensive as well !! I feel like it is false advertising in a way. I would love to see some real results on a similar tattoo as mine.
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April 6, 2016
Hi there!
You definitely are not alone! I recently got a tattoo done on my arm. Had planned it for years but has not turned out how I wanted. Its too big, on my bicep and too dark. At first I bloody freaked out. For weeks I stalked the internet trying to find hope that it can be removed, panicking, even looking at ways to cut it off (obviously not something I would have actually done). I looked at everyone else's lovely bare, untainted arm "what have I done?" " I wish I could go back and not had it done" blah blah. I was a MESS for weeks. Now, two months on I have made peace. The ink has settled and things are so much better. I see things clearly and my tattoo now feels like it has always been there.
I am still going to have it removed because it isn't what I wanted and I want to change it. Wayne is going to be treating me from the Reset Room London. He has been fantastic! When I emailed him with panicked photos and cries for help he was supportive and informative. I'm almost excited to see him now! I'm looking forward to starting the removal process....and it is just that - a long process! Your body will be working to remove the ink particles that get blasted by the laser. I'm seeing it as a kick start to being healthier (to help my lymphatic system ie drinking more water, green tea, raw veg, jumping/exercising) but remember, everyone will respond differently. Some people fly through laser removal, other people need more time. I've heard lots of crap about so and so colours aren't removable, or old/new tatts are harder/easier. There are lots of anecdotes on the internet but take it all with a pinch of salt.
There is loads of great support here! Tattoo is regret is real and terrifying but given time things get better and you learn to accept your situation.
I will say that, in my opinion, Andrea Catton is very very expensive! I think mainly because she has been on BodyShockers on BBC3 ( I think it was). Not sure there is any need for her to charge so much for using the Pico! The choice is yours though!
It is your body and your life but at the end of day its just a tattoo.... :)
April 7, 2016
hi Adrasteia!!

Thanks so much for your comment !! I am planning to see Wayne on tuesday...I really hope that this will put my mind at ease because right now, I have also emailed surgeons for surgical excision (though i think my tattoo is too big for that).

Andrea Catton is ridiculously expensive, I earn decent money but that made my heart sink -- also I live in London so that would mean going to Manchester etc... Cannot do that.

My issue is that it is not just a tattoo for me and I cannot just see it that way..it is so big and obvious, I think i would be sort of less depressed if I had it on my back. Right now, this is making me want to do stupid things. In a positive way, i realise now that I loved myself before, I just didnt know it. I cannot tell you (well I guess you and everyone else is in the same boat :)) how much I miss my plain cute boring skin! Lesson learnt!! Love your skin !!

I am looking forward to reading your updates!!!
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April 8, 2016
Aw bless you! Seriously, I was there...in the same mind space as you for a few weeks. You will go up and down on a 'fun' rollercoaster of emotions but I promise you, it will pass. Your mind calms down and a sort of acceptance sets in. I don't mean that you will LOVE your tatt...definitely not (although you might which would be great, its a lovely tattoo), but the urgency of removal and the reality of situation is sets in.
You can remove your tattoo....definitely....all colours even white and calcified colours are removable. However, it will take a lot of time, maybe 2-3 years for complete removal. You will need to wait 3 months between each session and look after your body. More water, exercise, plenty of sleep and NO STRESS! Stress is bad for the lymphatic system and you will need yours working well and effectively.
Your tattoo is too big for a successful excision I think, but then I am no Dr.
Try not to panic and talk to someone if you feel like it is all getting too much. Time is your ally now. Don't worry, everything will be ok!
April 8, 2016
Great advice, I'm in the same boat with the emotions, it's so difficult at times. I'm in a worse situation, I have a half finished sleeve with loads of colour and I can't bring myself to get it finished because I know I hate the design and the colour.
April 8, 2016
Thank you, I really appreciate it and this site has been an absolute godsend. I feel so much better knowing I am not alone in this. Thank you!

It's just so unfathomable that a 3 hour mistake could take 2-3 years to fix but hey at the end of the day, it is a big lesson. Also i keep remindind myself of people who have to go to chemotherapy and this sort of stuff.

I know we all feel bad, but at the end of the day, we still have our 'painted' limbs!

So have you successfully removed a tattoo? xo
April 8, 2016
Sorry just saw you will be starting with Wayne! I hope it all goes well !!!
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April 8, 2016
Is your tattoo new? Is it your first tattoo? It's such a big change especially a sleeve. It can be a shock but time is the healer.
I went to another tattooist to try and improve my big tat mistake and absolutely LOVE what they've done. It's beautiful. Sometimes fighting fire with fire works :)
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April 8, 2016
Sorry....that message was for JonnyHanna....its late and I should be in bed haha.
I think that's my biggest gripe now that it took two hours and £150 to screw me over mentally, emotionally and financially. So crazy! Knowing that tattoo regret is real and common really helps. I've got a few old tats and I love those (even though they're old and meaningless) but this new one completely did a number on me.
Seriously, you do come out the other side.
Let us know how Tuesday goes x
April 9, 2016
Hi, it's a Japanese half sleeve that is a cover up of an old tattoo. It was supposed to be black and grey but it snowballed into colour last minute, I really hate the colour and it highlighted the design is poor. I know I will never like it, I think it looks to comic book but I don't think it's realistic to remove.
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April 9, 2016
Have you thought about getting the colour only lasered? Thats definitely a possibilty! And then go and find someone who can shade/tidy up in grey/black shading? Its difficult because you can always see it but you're five weeks in....give it a bit more time and you might find peace with it. Go and see a laser clinic about targetted treatment. Chin up buddy....itll be ok :) x
April 9, 2016
Yes I have thought about removing the colour, if I start laser treatments I might start with getting the green out and go from there. Thanks for the support it really is a horrible situation to be in.
April 7, 2016
That's great you have hope again, I was told 6 to 8 treatment but I would have to spit the tattoo into 2 or 3!! I think the number of treatment these places say are very optimistic but we have to start somewhere!!
April 7, 2016
You are absolutely right!! We have to start somewhere, and it is a journey that cannot be compromised. Patience will be key :-)

Are you committed to starting it now? Which laser are you going to use?
April 7, 2016
Hi, no I haven't committed to anything yet. I'm on a roller coaster at the minute, I want it gone but I know it's not likely so I might have to get it finished and live with it.
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April 7, 2016
WOW! I thought pico-laser treatments was expensive here in my country, but that is way overpriced. I would check out the prices in other clinics with pico lasers. I would say that my tattoo is even bigger than yours and I am not paying that much. The standard price was 300GBP (converted from NOK) per treatment, but I bought 6 treatments as a package and paid 215 GBP per treatment.
April 7, 2016
Thanks for the update!! Yes I think it's crazy expensive and in my earlier in the week crazy state, it didn't matter lol

May I ask how is Pico for you? Do you recommend it? Am talking to surgeons about excisions...
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April 7, 2016
I have had 2 treatments done with Picoway. You can follow my progress on my profile. Just had the 2nd treatment yesterday and will post an update as soon as I can take the compress off.
April 9, 2016
Picosure can definitely do what she says it can, however, 4-6 treatments might be a stretch. My doctor said usually 6-8 and explained that depending on my body and the ink its never a guarantee. That being said I think the discount if you can buy multiple, is the way to go. I paid ahead of time and used a 0 interest credit card...
I wouldn't take the excision route right away. I would wait and see if there are areas that don't lift and save that procedure for then. My tattoos have been lifting pretty fast, but I have a solid black star that isn't lifting well. I might have that one cut out once the rest of mine are faded.
April 9, 2016
Oh and I would price check other places with Pico lasers for pricing.
April 9, 2016
Has anyone on here heard of the erase tm method? Maybe to good to be true.
April 9, 2016
Hello! I am seeing Wayne at the Reset Room in London on Tuesday, hopefully his prices will be more reasonable. I have only heard good things about him !
I am actually quite angry now at the surgeon; he was so eager to chop me, it didnt seem professional at all... Definitely a no-no people.
April 9, 2016
Is this Eliminink? where a saline solution is 'tattooed' to get the ink out? I have read loads about it as well, doesnt sound good and lots of scarring... I think this may work for tiny tiny tats.
April 9, 2016
Good decision! I was very surprised to hear the surgeon was so eager​ to get you in right away! I think you will feel better talking to a Laser Professional face to face as well! Good luck on Tuesday! I hope you get some good information!
April 9, 2016
No it's a new method that's supposedly coming early 2017, it can clear tattoos in one hit. Google erasetm tattoo removal
April 9, 2016
Oh I cant find anything...but sounds interesting, can you please message me a link?
April 9, 2016
Thank you! I think the surgeon is definitely money hungry - i asked 3 other surgeons and they said no straight away due to the size of the tattoo. I shudder to think what he has told other people with weakened mental states :(