3rd septorhinoplasty, ANOTHER COLLAPSE CANT BREATH..AND COSMETIC WRECK!! NEED REAL ADVISE

The first septorhino and turbinate operation left me with fractures in my bone and a hump and collapsing nose, I did it to improve my breathing passages nothing cosmetic as I was happy with my nose. Iv now had the second operation and I regret it my nose looks HUGE and I don't like it anymore I miss my old nose it really changes the face! My nose is huge apparently I look completely different, my nose is upturned, I look like a pig, my nose comes out longer and the tip is huge not petite anymore, I have a circular indent on my tip, upon going to an emergency review they wouldn't tell me anything about my concern they kept saying wait till the review which is on April 15th. I can't leave my house, I'm extemly self conscious. My skin has broken out EXCESSIVLEY iv never had acne before now it's ALL over my face Iv couted more than 60 spots -_- and they have been here for 3 weeks now. My nose is horrible what do I do?????!

I went to an emergency review last week because I got a weird circular indent and bumps and the nose seemed to be bending. I was given antibiotics as he said there could be a minor injection and said he couldn't say anything till my two month follow up in April. Today I have had an awful BAD BAD smell I know it's sign of injection??? What do I do??

It's nearly exactly 4 weeks, I am yet still far from socially acceptable. I have not gone back to work, I refuse to leave my house even for a meal with friends. When will I look "normal", I understand it takes months to a year for swelling to subside, I didn't know I would look like this prior to my operation till the day the cast was off and even then the surgeon didn't warn me of the after math of the surgery. I want to be able to look normal enough to leave my house, Iv seen many people post op 2 weeks with normal faces! Is it just me???