Birthday Gift to Me for Year 38 - London, ON Canada

I have lost a significant amount of weight over the last few years and it has left my once full breasts much deflated :( I wish i had have taken better care of my health and my body in my 20's. But its never to late to start loving yourself and getting healthy.
At one point I weight 200lbs and at my lowest healthy adult weight 135lbs. It is my goal to get back to this weight before surgery. I am 37 years old 5'8' and 144lbs.

I had my last sizing appointment yesterday. My doctor always makes me feel so comfortable. I get all stressed out before my appointments thinking I have to have everything decided and perfectly planned . He always has me take a deep breath, and reminds me that everything is going to turn out fine and i can change my mind at any time. Also if there is something that i don't like after the operation we can fix it for a minimal additional price. He is also going to fix the excess skin i have under my arm pit where the bra sits (under the arm) and do a little liposuction for that little pocket of fat all us women have at front of our arm pit.

Its funny I have been wanting this for years and now that its finally here. I keep worrying that i will be unhappy with how they turn out. Worrying about loss of sensation, too big, too small, capsular contractors, drooping.