Birthday Gift to Me for Year 38 - London, ON Canada

Although I will still need another surgery to even the ladies out even more and redo scars ( they used external stitches instead f internal ? ) I am so happy with the size and perkiness so far.
They used internal suspension so there is stitches inside from the bottom to the top. The shape is crazy right now but those stitches dissolve within 2 months and my breast should drop into normal shape. Drains came out today. Yippee. I'm also only taking my pain meds for sleeping at night.

Surgeon called today and asked to bump my surgery from 1pm tomorrow to 8 am. This makes me happy less time I have to spend waiting yet being hungry since you can't eat 12 hours before my surgery. I'm super nervous that I'm going to end up with teeny tiny saggy uneven beasts but anything is better than these implants. I'm second guessing my decision thinking maybe I should have swapped for smaller implants and a new lift.

Such a shame that it didn't workout the right breast is practically perfect just dropped too much considering it hasn't even been a year and it's about a size too big. It's a DD and I want to be a D. The left breast has always been cray it's 2 sizes bigger than the left the implant is way too high and visual rippling and now there is a whole bunch of sagging and loose skin.
So weird.
Please say a little prayer for me. I so want to be done with all of this

My doctor did say after the swelling goes down. I can hav a bilateral fat transfer done over 3-4 treatments in his office. One every 4-6 months. It even them out or plump them up. I'm just not sure how much money that will cost.