Nervous, Excited and Scared - Can't Wait for the New Me! - London, England

Hi girls, I'm from London, I can't really find many ladies from the UK on this site, but that's ok! I've enjoyed reading about and seeing all your beautiful American and Canadian boobies, I've probably obsessively read every single one of your reviews :)

Well, my stats are that I'm 24, roughly 114lbs (we don't really go by pounds in the UK) and I'm currently a 32AA.
Ever since I was a teenager I knew I wanted this, I always got "jokingly" teased about being flat chested at school, i always laughed along with everyone but inside it crushed me and completely destroyed any confidence I had. As I got older it only got worse, I've never let anyone see me naked, even my very patient boyfriend of nearly 5yrs :( we were friends before getting into a relationship, so unfortunately I know all his past girlfriend history, all very big boobied (hate them girls lol) I've always wondered why he was with me as he's quite clearly a boob man! But anyways I've finally taken the plunge and got my surgery booked up :) we're going for either a 260cc or a 300cc, my PS wants to wait and see on the day as apparently even tho I have small boobies, I still have a good amount of breast tissue, but he's assured me I won't be any smaller than a C cup which I am so happy about! I can't wait to finally stop feeling rubbish about myself...79 days and counting :)

I really should upload some before shots for future reference, I've loved looking at people's before and afters...but I even feel abit shy to show you guy, even though I know you won't judge me...I always think people will laugh! Lol hopefully I'll pluck up the courage soon :) x

I am 100% obsessed with [RS bleep] at the moment! Honestly, I feel like a 13yr old boy haha never looked at so many boobs in my life! I've been non stop sending my boyfriend my "wish boobs" to the point that he's now asked me to stop as he feels he's starting to look like a bit of a pervert to his work colleagues haha oops! Sorry babe.

Now the excitement and hysteria of consults and finally booking has worn off, I'm now feeling abit uneasy as I never actually got very long with my PS, I begged them to squeeze me in on a certain day so had to meet with him Inbetween surgeries (he was in his scrubs and everything) but because of that we literally only got to have a quick chat, he did answer all the questions I had and was lovely mannered in doing so (think he could tell I was nervous) but now I feel as if I missed a 10000 questions out, not even sure whether we discussed profile? Hmmm, I feel very safe in his hands and confident he will do an amazing job...will provide all his info AFTER my op, I have a pre op with a nurse next month so will ring ahead and ask for another consult with my PS also, just do I can get a few things straight in my head :)

Thanks for listening (listening?) girls, hope wherever you are in the world right now you're smiling [RS bleep]