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IMPLANTS DAMAGE YOUR BODY AND YOUR SELF ESTEEM

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5 years ago I made the stupidest decision of my...

suba77May 16, 2013

5 years ago I made the stupidest decision of my life:to get breast implants

I was 34a and felt totally inadequate and when I was 30 and majorly depressed I went to Transform and got completely brainwashed. I was a 34a and I had 380cc implants put in.

Ive never liked them and I don't know why its took me 5 years to actually get them out

I suppose ive been scared of what I will look like. But after years of discomfort of these to firm rocks attached to me, making me feel like an idiot every day, I spoke to an NHS doctor (instead of a money-interested private plastic surgeon) and she said because of the pain I get all the time she will happily remove them

ive looked on the internet lately about the slow poisoning that silicone does to your body over time and seeing as though I am ridiculously passionate about health ,it doesn't make sense for me to have these toxic lumps in my precious body any longer and if I look horrible at least I wont be getting poisoned anymore. Plus I will feel my true self again, which I have missed.

Anyway, I am due to see the surgeon in 2 weeks and we will then make a date for the op.

I cant wait to get them out but I am really anxious about what mess will be left afterwards

I hope I can cope.

will post again after my appointment and I will also get my pics on here

please get intouch if you have any words of wisdom for me!

Replies (61)

May 17, 2013

Hi Susie--I hope you've had the time read the stories of the amazing women on this site and to see their before and after photos. I just had mine removed after 26 years and am very happy with my decision! You're young and haven't had your implants very long so I would say you'll be very happy to be natural and again!

May 18, 2013

Hi there yes ive read so many stories on here and its probably them that have given me the confidence to make the decision to get these out. Its so good having others in the same situation that are genuinely here to support and encourage eachother, albeit through typing. So thankyou for your words of encouragement! I will keep posting on here as I know how important it is to everyone else who are also looking for help.x

April 17, 2014

Hi, I've just been reading your posts and was wondering if you ended up explanting? And if so how did it go?

April 18, 2014

i still havent....and the reason being is that the hospital didnt get back to me with an appointment for ages and by the time they did i had too much time to bottle out of it!!! im glad i havent done it yet because i think it will be such an intense experience trying to get used to having nothing, and i dont think i am ready just yet. x x

April 18, 2014

i still havent....and the reason being is that the hospital didnt get back to me with an appointment for ages and by the time they did i had too much time to bottle out of it!!! im glad i havent done it yet because i think it will be such an intense experience trying to get used to having nothing, and i dont think i am ready just yet. x x

April 18, 2014

I'm glad you never got them removed. I got mine removed when i was 22 after getting them when I was 20. I definitely wasn't ready for the results. I think its really hard to adjust as they feel completely different. My advice would be dont get them out unless you have a complication with them as the surgery isn't worth the risk to remove them if they are fine and its definitely not worth the psychological roller coaster. At least if you have a problem with them then its easier to accept getting them removed as health comes first. But when they are fine it's not worth it. I always regretted mine which is partly why i wanted them out as i felt that it was not the type of thing i would normally do but after two years i had got used to them and started to like them more than i realised. Although i think if i would have done it when I was around 50 years old it probably wouldn't have been as bad. x

April 20, 2014

Thankyou for your thoughts I do appreciate them. And I think you are right, for my personal situation. I wouldnt be able to deal with the change right now. As much as I regret ever getting them done I think it would be a double whammy getting them out. So for now I will Love myself as I am and get on with my life , until like u said if theres any complications x

May 17, 2013

Good luck sweetie, there is a full and happy life post explantation. I love the feel of the real me again....soft and smooth! I can sleep on my tummy again without the prop pillows, yay. Keep in touch and let us know how things go ;)

May 18, 2013

:-) you made me smile. Yep, there is a lot of good to focus on and that's what will keep me afloat, even when I look a bit odd!! I know it will take a bit of getting used to but as long as I keep coming on here I should be ok x

May 19, 2013

Hang tough girl, it's so worth it. My health is improving daily and that is such a blessing, it sucks to be so sick for so long. I didn't even realize how bad it was until it started getting better! I'm yet another implant girl with lots of AI issues. Hoping they'll all go bye bye SOON!!

May 19, 2013

How did the implants affect your health? I'd be interested to know because it suddenly dawned on me that my implants might be the cause of the darkness under my eyes (strained kidneys?) which I never used to have and also my facial skin has become mottled and I wonder if the implants are the reason...

May 20, 2013

I have several autoimmune diseases, graves disease, celiacs disease and rhuematiod arthritis as well as cardio and breathing issues. Migraines and vertigo started most recently, about 3 months pre explant. Haven't had a migraine or vertigo since the explant and am beginning to feel stronger and stronger. Will see my endocrinologist in June and will see how my thyroid doing. I'm supposed to see a neurologist in June too to be evaluated for MS, personally I don't think I have it but will go to appease my hubby. I believe I'm going to have my health restored in time, I just need to be patient :)

May 20, 2013

Oh thats shocking. The implants must have be a real burden to your body. You must be so glad to have them out and felling better in yourself. Ive just ordered a book off amazon about how to detox your body after implants. Cant wait to get it, think it makes sense to clean out the system of all the traces of plastic!!

May 20, 2013

What's the name of the book, Suba?

May 20, 2013

Not sure which book she read but I too ordered a book on my kindle from Amazon called, "The naked truth about breast implants" couldn't put it down and it was definitely my ah ha moment!!!!!

May 20, 2013

yes its "The naked truth about breast implants" by Susan Kolb, i've just received it today so going to start reading it now! x

May 20, 2013

Your story sounds way too familiar. Sorry for all you went through. Removal gave me immediate relief from some of my health issues, such as breathing and my vertigo has eased up some. Praying for you bird7!

May 20, 2013

Thanks for the info!

May 21, 2013

It's a quick read and she does explain detox protocol for after explantation.

May 21, 2013

It is quite amazing how quickly your body starts to recover after removal! My stamina has improved by leaps and bounds :)

May 22, 2013

I read through most if the book but for me it wasn't helpful enough in a practical term. I was hoping she would cover the detox in depth but she only touched on it and I really have no idea what it is or how to do it!!! The majority of the book is exposing the stuff that's been kept away from the public - which is in itself a wake up call but i did mainly want it for the detox. Never mind I will just carry on with the veg juicing n stuff and hope that's enough!! X

May 22, 2013

Read up on systemic enzymes, I've been on them since explantation also I drink Yogi brand Detox tea :) Seems like you can get her detox protocol off her website. ;)

May 22, 2013

www.Palestinian.com/pdf/protocols/silicone_immune_protocol.pdf I believe there are a number of protocols at the plastikos website but I'm customizing mine through extensive research plus I'm a gluten, dairy, beef, and pork free girl. I like yourself juice lots too Suba ;)

May 22, 2013

Bird7 that's great thanks very much I will definately check this out as I'm really keen on detoxing in the best way x

May 22, 2013

Yeh me too I don't eat meat and I've now given up dairy, wheat, grains, sugar and pretty much any processed food. I rarely drink alcohol. I have homemade smoothies, veg juices, salads, and supplements!! I mean I eat like this just for the good of my anyway but I will check out that website for extra help post operation x

May 24, 2013

Amazing, this could be a description of me suba77, although I eat a little fish and chicken. I began eating like this 13 years ago and it is now my lifestyle. Today my meals consisted of a blueberry smoothie for breakfast, sweet potatoes fries and a turkey burger fir lunch and a humongous salad with homemade dressing for dinner....I am pleasantly full :)

May 24, 2013

That was supposed to say Plastikos.com.....darn auto correct!!!!!

May 24, 2013

Hahahaha I checked out Palestinian.com and it just page not found!!!! I'll try plastikos now. Yeh eating healthy is not only amazing for our bodies but its just NICER than processed rubbish and makes u feel great!! X

May 25, 2013

It's been a crazy week, I didn't proof my reply....Argh...glad I noticed the mess up when I did. On the up side I'm feeling better, I had to deal with some major personal stuff of epic proportions and had the energy to do it. TGIF, I have my Detox tea cooling and am looking forward to a quiet memorial day weekend....from my lips to God's ears. I had to eat fast food a couple of times this past week while tending to my 83 year old Mom who had a health crisis. I ate at Carl's Junior's, had a turkey burger minus the bun, sweet potato fries and bottled water. Not too bad, wouldn't want to eat it daily but it did in a pinch :)

May 25, 2013

It's not too bad eating a bit of junk now and then but I do find I feel pretty tired the next day if I have food like that. I am away in our caravan this weekend and I drank cider last night and I'm having white bread today! That to me is the ultimate sin hahaha my boyfriend thinks I'm mad x

May 17, 2013

I'm in the same boat you're in. But be confident that you'll have no regrets...how can you, if only good things can come out from being implant free.. Thats how I feel. Good luck and keep being positive :) . And thank you for sharing!

May 18, 2013

Hiya thanks for your post! I am really psyching my mind up to prepare for the op and keeping firmly in the feeling that I am doing the right thing for my body. Its that which is important. I know my boobs will look weird afterwards and I am working on not beating myself up anymore for the decision I made 5 years ago. Its hard because everyday I tell myself what a fool I was but I cant go on doing that, I made a mistake and that's that. I actually feel like although I will look a bit weird I think I may love myself the most I ever have in my life. And that feels great. Do you have an op date or are you still pondering about getting them removed? x

May 18, 2013

Good luck susie. I'm going to see my doctor on Monday about mine, there's a chance I may get mine removed on the nhs as I can hardly breathe with the swelling on one, its so painful. But even if nhs won't do it I'll need to get them out privately. I didn't have mine done at transform but I have been to transform in the past, they were so pushy.

May 19, 2013

I feel so angry towards transform as they could clearly see I was clueless and naive when I turned up there but when all said and done I only have myself to blame really. They were very pushy and very convincing. excellent sales people! I'm sure the nhs will take yours out if you have pain. And if they say no ask your doc to refer you to a different hospital X

May 18, 2013

Susie, I will keep you in my prayers. You are making a wise decision for both you and your body. Mine were removed 2 1/2 weeks ago and I am thrilled to be able to take deep breathes again. Our body will adjust fine and the relief will be immediate. This site is full of many supportive women, just press into the love.

May 19, 2013

Oh thanks so much :-) everyone is lovely here - just what is needed in times like this. I really appreciate you getting in touch and saying some lovely words x x

UPDATED FROM suba77

Pics so far....before and after implants

suba77May 20, 2013

Pics so far....before and after implants (2008)

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May 20, 2013

You will have beautiful, small breasts again, Susie!

May 21, 2013

And hopefully this time round I willy fully appreciate them!!! X

May 21, 2013

You definitely will! I'm so relieved to have those bags out of my body.

May 21, 2013

You're not alone -- a lot of us wish that we had never made the decision to get implants. However, the important thing is the decision you're making now to return to your true self. I'm sure you'll have a beautiful result and feel good again following your surgery.

May 21, 2013

That's lovely, thanks so much for your kind words they are really appreciated :-) x

May 21, 2013

Hey fellow scouse, :o) I think most of us wonder why we did it and have given ourselves a really hard time over it. Please don't. You're doing the right thing for you now and have already made the steps towards explant. This site will help you. All of the lovely ladies here are a massive support and are always there for support, encouragement and advice. I had mine done in 2007. Wanted them out in 2009 but the nurses scared me out of it (private clinic). Found out I had PIPs last year. Dreadful time. But now, I'm ready for explant in 6 weeks (1 July). I've hid myself for all this time in fear or anyone finding out I'm 'fake', and I've not been true to myself too. Its natural for us to worry what will we look like afterwards but honestly hun, take a look at the photo's on here, and all the ladies look gorgeous once theyve had them removed. And over time, they continue to heal beautifully too. I hope your appointment goes well. Let us know how you get on x

May 21, 2013

Aw nice one its great to have another scouser on here giving me support!! And likewise i will do for you. You're right I'm really trying to stop the beating up as there really is no point anymore. It's done now isn't it. I totally feel the same about being found out as fake!! It'll be so obvious when I go from these to flat but will maybe try some padded bras go a while til I adjust. I'm also going exercising more to try and shift a bit of thigh flab so that I actually look more in proportion when I've got no boobs!! X

May 22, 2013

I gave out a loud cheer when I saw Liverpool! Haha. What are we like! ;o) I'm up in Preston now but family are all still in lpool :o) You have great skin and a lovely figure already. I think you'll bounce back beautifully. I started working out and have been keeping it up for 6 weeks now. Its been a great focus (away from the boob obsessing) and good to focus on other body parts! Its a great release too hun. I think I'm trying to get in shape and have some sort of a 'feel good factor' for when I explant! X

May 21, 2013

Another UK supporter. You have a great figure, good skin and I think you'll have a lovely result. You had pretty boobs before with petite nipples that suited them, I think the implants are just too big for you as you've said, and they make your nips look disproportionate. Good luck for healthy and fast healing!

May 21, 2013

thanks AllieGB yeh I never wanted to go that big I told them one cup size that's all but they kept saying it wouldn't look right and I would have to have 380cc for it to look right. They were so wrong. They mustve been on commission for the bigger ones lol! I really hope I get a decent result.... Im drinkin loads of veg juice and water and eating lots of fruit, have cut out all junk food, in order to keep skin good and immune system up there for the op! x

May 23, 2013

You will NOT look horrible after surgery, you had a lot of tissu before (much more then me), a great shape and good skin! I´m sure that this decision will change your life in an awesome way, you will feel like walking on clouds when these toxic bags are gone! Best wishes for you! :-)

May 24, 2013

wow thanks catpower, i really feel that im gunna be relieved when they are gone!!! x

UPDATED FROM suba77

Cold Boobies

suba77May 24, 2013

did /does anyone else with implants find their boobs are now freezing cold all the time? and have any of you noticed when the implants are removed that they turn back to normal or are they still cold?

Also i wondered if anyone noticed any facial discolouration or changes in skin tone after implants? x

Replies (20)

October 24, 2014

Yes! Mind always seem to be cold and I hate that! I'm waiting on my explant date but I've read that they go back to normal after explant. I guess you've found that out by now but for anyone else who's wondering . . .

May 15, 2015

Mine are cold all the time. X

May 21, 2015

its horrible isnt it?:-(

June 2, 2015

Yes, mine are cold and clammy (ugh) where I've lost feeling (which is the bottom two thirds). I feel self conscious when my husband touches them - cold, clammy hard, and uncomfortable to touch (I liken the feeling to someone scratching their nails on a blackboard).

November 30, 2015

sorry Jblonde ive just come across a few messages on here that I never seen before. The coldness was the worst feeling ever, I felt like I had dead boobs. Its so nice to feel the warmth back in them now and all soft . I used to hate my boyfriend touching mine. They felt horrible being touched.

July 21, 2015

Hi Suba! Not sure if you still come to Realself but I just came across your post and especially your question about skin tone changes. I got my first set of implants in 2001 ( saline) and I noticed that over the years, my face has turned to a kind of strange yellowish tone...

November 30, 2015

oh hi there , so sorry but I never saw this message until now. Oh its grim isn't it, Im thinking of getting some laser treatement to try and even things out, but im scared to go down another cosmetic treatment route again incase it messes it up more.

July 31, 2015

I developed melasma (facial hyperpigmentation) after getting silicone implants. I've never been pregnant and stopped using BC. I never thought it could be related to the implants.

byebyeboobies123

August 14, 2015

Me too! I got a tiny bit of melanoma on my upper lip. I have never been pregnant and never taken birth control. I wonder if it is the silicone?! So glad they are being taken out...

November 30, 2015

oh I cant get pregnant either......I wonder if it is them that messed things up???? I have blemishes all over my cheeks too which I only started getting a few years ago. I blamed the implants for that but I might be wrong. Doubt I will ever know.

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