IMPLANTS DAMAGE YOUR BODY AND YOUR SELF ESTEEM

Hi everyone. I haven't been on here for about 4 years so I'm really sorry if I didn't reply to you if you left a comment.

I have decided to get the latest implants out. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing but I just can't stand them in my body any more. They just feel horrible inside me, as the first ones did, and I just feel ashamed having them. I feel fake.

I know when I had them out I felt ashamed of the deformity and I think if I get these out I'm going to look even worse than I did then because I can feel the tissue has gone sagging now that I'm 49.

I'm going to have consultations with 3 different surgeons that are local to me

Aftab Siddiqui
Lyndsey Highton
Anca Breahna

These all look to have fantastic reviews

I just want to be my natural self again but I know it will come with more devastation

I just don't know which is worse.

I'll keep you all updated

Extra pic from last update. These are my current teardrop under muscle implants. I cant remember the size now but I could find out if anyone would like to know. I think they are 220 or 260ml. Put in by Dr Sophia Parara in Athens who was just an incredible woman. No arrogance as we usually get with male surgeons !!

I thought I would post an update as it's been such a long time. After I had the explanation things were fine for a while but unfortunately I developed a major deformity. It's called 'animated deformity'....look it up and you'll see. It completely wrecked ky self esteem amd I couldn't take my top off infront of boyfriends it was just so shameful. After several years of having no implants amd living with this deformity I decided I couldn't continue so contacted several aurgeons for advice. They said unfortunately the defo would never be resolved without more implants being put in. I was devastated to say the least. I found the most AMAZING surgeon who had helped me so much. She is Dr Parara in Athens, Greece. What a miracle it was to find her. She is an expert in reconstruction and knew exactly what was going on with my deformity. She agreed that implants would have to go in. I said I wanted as small as possible and she insisted due to my body shape and size that small tear drop implants would be the best course of action and she was confident the animated deformity would be reduced to a minimum. She was right,I have the implants in and even though there is the slightest animation I no longer look deformed and actually for the first time in my life I look and feel normal. It has done wonders for my self esteem and how I feel about my body. I used to obsess over my breasts (in a negative way) and now I dint think about them at all.

I'm so sad I ever had surgery. I wish I'd had the self love never to go under the knife in the first place but I did and I've paid the consequences. But now I can say I'm in a good place, unfortunately with plastic inside me but I had no other option. It was now either be implant free but look deformed or have implants and feel and look ok. I had to go for the latter option.

I hope my story puts you off getting implants.... concentrate on loving and accepting yourself because surgery is expensive, ongoing and really wrecks you mentally. I hate that i have plastic inside me, it's toxic, dangerous and unnatural. All because years ago I felt depressed and inadequate this is a symptom of a sick society that is obsessed with being perfect. Perfect doesn't exist. Love yourself as you are.