So sad and disappointed - give it some thought first

I’m so sad and disappointed. I am almost 3 weeks post op and I look exactly the same. They took before and afters and Dr. C told me to look closely you can see a difference because the after picture had “less shadow.” I paid 12k to see more than “less shadow” I was told In my consult no massages needed post op care. When I went to my 2 week post op I was told to continue with my massages & return in 3 months. I did my flanks and inner thigh and I look exactly the same just with really large scars that I was told would be mole sized. I’ve been getting massages 3 a week and my therapist says I have no liquid and barely any swelling. She said she feels bad for me. I feel like a big idiot. I even said I’ll just use my social media following and express my review but I just feel so embarrassed and defeated already nothing is worth it anymore. I’m praying Dr. C is right and eventually I will see a result until then I’ve been crying everyday. Deep down I still have hope but it’s looking bleak. Give it some real thought before spending all of this money.